Posted by Anonymous on 2012/04/12 under Uncategorized Why did i fall for him when i knew he was never gonna be mine? I just cant stop thinking about him 24×7. He probably doesnt ever think about me. He is popular and can get any girl he wants. Why did i go for him then? I think im annoying him now. When other guys fall for me, i dont like that, when they keep messaging me. Then why do i do that with him when i know it’ll probably annoy him? Its not exactly like i cant get a guy. There are many but i dont like them. I like him and i dont know if he likes me back. I mean he says he likes me but thats probably just to be nice to me. Why cant i be happy with what i have? Why always crave for something better?? And the worst of all, i cant even concentrate on other things, other chores much more important than this. Whenever i start doing something, my mind wanders off and i think about him. There are more serious and important issues in the world, i know, but i cant help it. I feel so disappointed and so depressed. Never have i cried over a guy. Its mostly me who ignores them. And now i know how it feels like. Never have i believed in love, it never existed for me. Now i think i know what it is, or maybe im wrong… But i like him very much and i hope someday when we meet, we can go on from being just friends to the next level.