im sorry.
I’m sorry.I guess im making it wrong for you.When i show..that i care.That i miss you.F…If i was chilled i would see more of you..Hear from you.I know you need your space.Im sorry.I know my place.I didnt want it to be this why.All i wanted is to make things right.And i dont know what to [..more..]
Fake
Every single day, I have to hide behind this mask. I feel so fake, but I cannot show my emotions. I must be happy all the time. Truth is, behind my smile, I am dying inside. I cannot simply open up my feelings to anyone because I feel like no one on this earth understands. [..more..]
Confusion
I’m so confused, I don’t even know how to explain it. It’s like someone’s constantly watching me and like people are in my head. It’s like there is a show in my head and people will randomly come into it and speak to me and other people in my head. It’s like I have no [..more..]
freaking Facebook!
I have had enough. I am out of Facebook, I have been there for 3 years, constantly updating my status, uploading new pictures every now and then and commenting on other friends pictures. In the beginning it was all right, I enjoyed the network because I travel a lot and I have my family far [..more..]
05-06-12(4:40:08)
Write your thoughts/feelings here… okay! i have the perfect mother f***ing girlfriend, but she doesnt talk to me. i start the f***ing conversation, and she answers with one word. we’ve been dating for 6 months! what the f*** is going wrong? she says she loves me and s***, but she doesnt show it in action! [..more..]
23-03-12(0:53:09)
im so sad… i really dont want to let anyone know how i feel like my friends and family. Nobody at all. but i am so so sad. so this guy i loved since we was 14 we finally got our chance to be together alot of things seperate us so we finally decided to [..more..]
07-01-12(19:03:29)
my ex best friends new best friend is coming to OUR friends wedding. Not her new friends friend but our friend. I dont understand why shes invited but now i have to watch them two sit onfront of me and enjoy the wedding whilst i sit there feeling alone and replaced all over again. Should [..more..]
31-12-11(7:04:45)
There is a saying. Be nice to those and those will be nice to you. And also Do good things and good things will happen to you. Im starting to doubt my faith in humanity. After all I have been giving out to the universe, I am receiving nothing back. And If I am, its [..more..]
17-12-11(21:43:36)
I know I’m a b**** to you. I know I talk about you behind your back. I also know that you do exactly the same thing to me. You shouldn’t have trusted me, you shouldn’t have told me your freaking life story. I didn’t want to know about you and your bulimia. I didn’t want [..more..]
23-11-11(22:36:07)
We met when I was playing in the pit and he was stage manager. All of the cast felt to important to come down and talk to us musicians. Except him and the stage crew. They all laughed at their naive thinking and promised me they would never become like them. We played pranks on [..more..]