Someone with no one.

Life has been infuriatingly difficult these last few months. I only blame myself. I could never be the person who is easy to approach. I could never be the person with a smile on their face and laugh of any negativity. Someone such as myself deserves to be alone, without the comfort of others. No [..more..]

Stuck in the middle…

A risk taker, passionate, thrill seeker… Ditsy, Scatty, disorganised, alone…….. struggling. This is who I am. Twenty-two and trying to find myself. I have all these big plans and ideas and I keep trying, but keep getting knocked back. I am inexperienced and I have flaws. But I am willing to learn and grow. It’s [..more..]

I’ve had a boyfriend for about three years now…

I’ve had a boyfriend for about three years now, he cheated on me once, and I recently confronted him about another cheating that I found out about and he told me no. He lied to me. This is probably the hardest thing I will go through at this time. It doesn’t help that we are [..more..]

11-05-12(4:07:47)

Just a number… Just a number… Just a number. Thats all i am to you. I spent half a year getting to know you, only to be the type of friends who cant say hi to each other in the halls. But with that other guy, it took him two weeks and now you guys [..more..]

14-04-12(4:56:44)

Whatever no one gives a f*** anyway. A good adviser needs good advice too you know? I have so much going through my mind, I wanna talk to somebody but whenever I do I always feel like I’m annoying them. Maybe it’s true. Maybe I’m the annoying one. I’m not anybody’s special. I’m just someone [..more..]

26-03-12(5:58:35)

hello today i want to tell the world my biggest secret in life, i am 19years old and am so a shame of my self i have this disorder called retrograde ejaculation, that’s when sperm goes back into your bladder instead of going out your uterus. my testicles are extremely small. and the worst thing [..more..]

26-12-11(6:04:52)

Mum Died! She’s gone! This Christmas is my first without her! My entire family just blew apart.. Not a card, not a call, not anything.. Just silence! Cold indifferent silence! To hell with all of you who shame dump on me! My Sisters, My Aunts, My Uncles, My Cousins…not one call from any of you! [..more..]

I’m afraid or what being single on Valentine’s Day will do to me when I must watch the one I love be with someone who hates me. I wish I could spend it with someone who will give me a giant cuddle and kiss on the forehead[because they feel special]. But maybe next year. For [..more..]

Well, #104, you are quite wrong. You belong, I belong, every living thing belongs. Even the trees belong. It is a shame you don’t think so. But we all belong, because we are all one. “We’re all one consciousness. We’re not our bodies. that’s an illusion. Our physical forms are just a temporary condensation of [..more..]