keep trying
yeah the new year has started no new years kiss no new years sex a little new years money a little new years drink and smoke wow happy new years to all today is sunday January the sixth twenty thirteen and I just have to keep chilling don’t think about sex money drinks or smoke [..more..]
i feel like someone else is living my life. HELP
sometimes i forget that this is my life you know? I feel dead, but breathing. So lifeless, because I have been doing nothing so far in my life. You just won’t understand if it hasn’t happened to you. But I want adventure. I want to be able to show my feelings without being embarrassed. I [..more..]
losing it
My dread is getting worse by the day. I feel like I’m watching a movie of my own life. why can’t I gain control back? –Lost.
I need to keep him don’t I?
Typical love romance movie right? I like him but he doesn’t like me back. Every one can relate to this story and every one has seen it in the movies. It’s like a stereotypical teenage romance. But this one isn’t. I pinky swear. He’s the most amazing guy i’ve ever met and no, i’m not [..more..]
trapped
i just got done watching a movie called shrink…it was about helping people get through their problems…mainly it was about this doctor and this girl who’s loved ones killed themselves….and they tryed every way possiable to forget it ever happen…in the end they got better but it never with away of what happen….everyday i wonder [..more..]
my feelings for someone & about my life..
I have feelings for someone since we broke up lastyear.. and I dont think he still has feelings for me.. ): Tonight, me and him went to watch a movie, & he was being soo kind to me! And I just fell inlove with him more.. And im trying to get him out of my [..more..]
Will it get better?
When will it get better? People say that life gets better in time.. but does it really? Does life really get better in time? I mean we look older, we are getting older, our backs hurt more, our feet hurt more etc How is that better?.. Maybe i’m looking it at a ignorant way but [..more..]
22-05-12(18:57:40)
It’s like my mind goes blank right before the pain comes. First it starts off small. Little things that remind me of him. Then they grow into more precious memories that make me miss him that much more. It was only a few days ago that I saw him. I woke last Friday to two [..more..]
15-04-12(11:44:59)
Again you are not messaging me back… Daniel you cant keep doing this to me I cant keep doing it to myself…I have so much to deal with at the moment..More than my head can cope with…Its 6 days till our 5 yr anniversary… Well 5 yrs since we first met… A night i shall [..more..]
15-04-12(11:44:20)
Again you are not messaging me back… Daniel you cant keep doing this to me I cant keep doing it to myself…I have so much to deal with at the moment..More than my head can cope with…Its 6 days till our 5 yr anniversary… Well 5 yrs since we first met… A night i shall [..more..]