Don’t know!!!
Don’t know how not to be lonely. I am 51 and scared of growing old all alone. I have spent too many yrs. doing for others instead of myself. Now they are all gone and I am alone. I don’t know how to let anyone to get close anymore to afraid of being hurt or [..more..]
Afraid To Love
I am a pretty fearless woman who has been through a ton of struggles in her life. I grew up without a mother and pretty much raised myself and my two younger sisters because my dad was always working. Now, years later, I am even more alone. I am a single woman living in New [..more..]
Stuck
How do i get over it? It’s my fault i’ve ended up here.. I hate mistakes, why can’t you just go back in time. Instead you have to go through crap everyday! I regret so much, and i just really wish i could change it..!
fear
I fear that L.A and the San Andres fault upon which it rests will, on the 21st of December 2012, unfortunately perish in the impending ‘Big one’. I’m writing this because most things i write turn out to be bulls***. And having watched The Road i’a scared.
Tanner.
I miss you. Every bit of you. From your perfect hair to the way you would look at me. I am sorry that we both never worked out. But it was all your fault. You ditched me for another girl who did not even like you. but, we were best friends. lovers. You can’t just [..more..]
Can’t Win
It seems every thing i do is wrong, i try my hardest and it’s still wrong. Nothing i do these days is right. Doesn’t matter if someone else hasn’t done it right, it’s only bad when i don’t do it. F*cks sake. I have ruined my whole future in these past couple of years through [..more..]
A regular kind of girl
Somewhere in the story everything can change. I feel the need to cry but for some reason I can’t anymore because I know that it’s wrong. I should not be crying over some little thing in my pathetic 17 years of life. I hate it when you tell me you miss me.. Because I am [..more..]
anger,fear,depression, loneliness, bitterness
every time i come out of my room..and try to talk,tell you all how i feel…i just hurt myself badly… i rather…stay in my room…on my laptop…doing whatever it takes to be away from you all…. i’m so damn lucky to have you all… but i’m sick of having people dat dont know a thing [..more..]
feelings
I’m so alone. everything is always my fault. I’m only 9. please tell me its going to be alright…
I don’t belong with my family
We are so different. Everything always has to be my fault. I get called names by them because I go on the laptop a lot but what teenager doesn’t these days? Anyways we go this new dog Kato right? Well everyone I in my family says I don’t take care of the dog enough. Pretty [..more..]