27-10-11(20:10:46)

I Feel… I feel betrayed.. i feel abandoned.. i feel alone and empty… my best friend in the whole wide world died a few weeks ago…i’ve known her somewhat 12 years…she died of a f***ing brain embolism just randomly dropped down dead in the middle of the f***ing street.. and it’s all his fault.. God [..more..]

11-09-11(6:43:34)

You know what, just stop talking to me. F***ing stop. It’s not fair, how come you’re so lucky? I’ve been f***ing forever alone for years and I don’t understand it. People tell me I’m pretty, I’m funny, I’m awesome but f*** it all, it doesn’t mean s***. Nobody. Seems. To. F***ing. Like. Me. I can’t [..more..]

05-09-11(3:31:16)

I hate when you do an small mistake that wasn’t even your fault and you lose a lot for that. It’s not my fault and I feel like total crap…

02-08-11(18:55:37)

my whole life has turned to s***. my reputation is crap, i have no friends and im not good at anything. i feel like giving up and quitting school at 16 to become a prostitute like everyone expects me to. the worst thing is that none of this is my fault, im just too naive [..more..]

I’m giving it 100%, the very best I can and if you’re reading this then you’ve probably gone through the exam same process. Trying over and over again and thinking oh wait no hold on that’s my fault, THEY have things on their plate. Why can’t I be one of those people with too much [..more..]

I can’t believe you. You blame me for your unhappiness? That is all your fault. Your fault. Not mine, yours. You even went from table to table just to get away from me. That hurt, but You, Bernedette,Natasha, and Katerina stayed with me. Tears accumulated in my eyes. I can’t believe it bothered and hurt [..more..]

everythins my fault… im always the one at blame, you said this you said that, im tired of being yelled at im tired of doing it wrong, why do you blame me…. why do i blame me… i try to make it right and apoligize but all the leads to is more pain, pain is [..more..]