I DID IT!
I did it! I left him, it was 11 years that we were together but now I feel free. So much more free than I did only a mere 24 hours ago. I do not feel any overwhelming guilt, i do not feel like i need to explain myself, i feel I can finally be [..more..]
A NON GOD FEARING CHILD
im 11 yrss old i hAVE TRIED TO COMMITE SUICIDE , I TRIED TO RUN AWAY I HAVE CUT MY SELF MORE THAN 10 TIMES I DONT BELIVE IN GOD EVERYONE IN MY FAMILY HATES ME I HAVE BEEN CALLED A DISGRACE A BICTH A BASTERED ALMIOST EVERY NEGATIVE WORD IN THE BOOK MY FAMILY [..more..]
confused
do i like him? i mean i don’t want to , but it’s like there’s something forcing me to like him .. i’m denying it, when he ignores me , i can wait for him to text me .. but when he talks to me , i try tp push him away , or not [..more..]
just a random
well it’s the week before the finals ,, and my mom is pushing me like hell.. she keeps telling me to study every minute ughh , but anywho .. az have been flirting with me but i kept rejecting the flirts .. is that mean?? i don’t wanna be a slut .. i mean if [..more..]
I hope my family dies!!!!!!!!!!!
My family can go to hell!! I don’t care about any of them, infact they make me angry, every time i see their faces i want to kill them!!!!! I wish i could go and live for myself!!!!!
That’s the problem
Look even I love the idea of me, I know why some of you do. The actual reality of me isn’t as endearing. I can be your fantasy, everything you want. But I can only keep up the act for so long. I’m yet to find someone who actually understands me and will stick around [..more..]
i just need to vent..
I dont know why but im feeling so disgusted in myself. i cry when i see myself int he mirror, i envy too many people. i have a draw full of paper that has day-to-day feelings of how i feel. im confused, i feel stupid but most importantly i feel like i dont fit in. [..more..]
hye
heyyyy
you
Stop lying to me…saying you’ll stop smoking. I want to be your drug. Lies. Lies from the start. Pain is what you taught me. Guess I’m addicted. You want me to believe you..but how..one lie ruined it all. Leave me alone. Let met me get over you. Stop begging me to take you back when [..more..]
love sucks
I’m so hurt. Why can’t you do this for me? I let my guard down…I don’t wish hurt upon you but at the same time I hope you get what you deserve. Hurting me was all you ever did. I’m jealous if you find a girl who can treat you Vetter than I can.