“Over Again”
Said I’d never leave her cause her hands fit like my tee shirt. Tongue tied over three words, cursed. Running over thoughts that made my feet hurt bodies entwine with her lips. Now she’s feeling solo since she went solo hole in the middle of my heart like a polo. And it’s no joke to [..more..]
weekends sickness
hay I fill bad I don’t fill good at all yet I keep thinking about the redskins and the Sunday’s game we need this like redskins have been trying for a long time sure other teams have been trying true but it is redskins turn nowit’s like every sports team from Washington d.c. always play [..more..]
Denial…
Sorry if this is long. I’ve been with my, now, EX boyfriend for a while. The 30th would have been a year and 8 months. He was perfect. He treated me like no one ever has before. He made me feel so special; like the only girl in the world. Yesterday, I get an interesting [..more..]
Masks, oh how I hate my own.
I’m so tired of keeping a straight face. Some times I’m tempted to let death into my place, I know it woulnd help much but it might erase some of this pain. I want to scream, I want to cry, I want to live, I want to die, I want to be able to be [..more..]
To my mother of 13 years.
You think you know everything about me. You think I don’t know what your doing. You think I give a damn. You think that I’m just like you, a whore, a drug dealer, an addict, and a sneak little back stabbing piece of s***. WELL GUEES F***INNG WHAT,I’M NOT. I hate you for expecting me [..more..]
Help. Somebody. Anybody.
I couldn’t believe it; she’d actually tried to take her own life. Tried to end it all. She had felt so down and useless that she decided no one would miss her, and ended it. But I did miss her. Like a piece of my soul had been ripped out. Although Aspen hadn’t succeeded at [..more..]
I want a dragon
I want a dragon one day, because there has been scientific evidence that dragon, could be real, of course they all may be existent now but long time ago maybe, just maybe they roamed the earth. I mean how is it that dragons have been recorded all of the world when travel was very hard [..more..]
mnbjub
assassin is a game hashishi as used by Muslim sources is used metaphorically in its abusive sense (i.e “irreligious social outcasts”, “low-class rabble”, etc.). gone rogue
A warm kiss on a cold night
All night he was looking at me from across the bar. The bar where everyone is friends, whether they’re young or old, we all party together. I first met him a couple years ago, and was in complete awe of his beauty. Tall, dirty blonde hair, perfect skin, perfect white teeth and gorgeous blue eyes. [..more..]
Afraid To Live
I feel like I am dead but living. If that makes any sense at all. I am sort of just here. I exist, but do not live. And I understand that it is my choice, but I feel like I don’t know how to live. I only have a couple boring friends. And I think [..more..]