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I feel f***ing lost. Like a kid in a playground trying to fit in with everyone else even after knowing how much of a douche bag the other kids are. Idk wtf to write to be honest but f*** it right. One thing im done with though is religion. How the f*** does religion even [..more..]
In Her Shadow
My best friend is like Barbie. She is beyond stunning and has a million guys running after her. And sometimes I wonder why she is even friends with me. Shouldn’t she be with all the rest of the rest of her kind? I constantly get compared to her too. My family likes her just as [..more..]
I Am In Love
I have fallen in love with a family friend. He is a senior is high school, while I am only a Sophomore. We have known each other for a very long time. All of a sudden, I am starting to see him as more than a friend. The thing is, he has a girlfriend. He [..more..]
Hate everyone and everything
I hate everything. I would love to burn everything. I would love to hit someone over the head with a shovel. I hate myself, think I’m worthless, yet still think I’m better than everyone else. It’s kinda weird, I know, but that’s me for ya. In my house there’s no where private. In my room [..more..]
EVEYTHING sucks
Life sucks. Family sucks. People suck. Christmas sucks. I would LOVE to put someone in jail with one of those plastic kid shovels and lock them up until they dig out. And if they tried to complain, I’d say “shut up and dig, b****!” I’m a terrible person, but strangely enough, I couldn’t care less.
IF YOUR IN HOLLYWOOD CAN HOLD YOUR OWN AND ARE TRUE*
I’M LOOKING FOR FRIENDS TO TRUST SHARE DANCE AND LAUGH TOO*I’VE GOT SOME WISDOM IF U CAN HEAR THAT CAN GET U THRU THE PAINS OF FAMILLY CLOSE TO U* MOST NEVER THINK TO WALK IN THEIR SHOE*IF YOUR LIFE IS MISERABLE FROM THE BAD YOU’VE DONE AND U JUST HAVENT PUT IT TOGETHER YET…STAY [..more..]
SO MUCH INJSTICE!! SO MANY DETACHED *SO MUCH ANGER AND HURT. AND SO MANY THAT CAN NOLONGER SEE OR HEAR ANYMORE BECAUSE OF IT*
I USED TO BE ABLE TO HELP OTHERS BUT THESE DAYS HELP NOLONGER SEEMS TO BE AN ANSWER DUE THEY’VE JUST HAD ENUFF!! SO HAVE I* I HAVE NO FAMILLY OR FRIENDS AND ALL THE PLACES THAT ARE THERE TO HELP NVR REALLY DO ANYTHING BUT GET U TO PULL OUT YOUR GUTS AGAIN ONLY [..more..]
I Need
I dont want, I NEED Someone who will be Beside me Around me Laugh with me Share with me To hold my hand To tell that they’re pretty To say “I love you” and mean it To smile so I won’t be defeated. I need a friend.
Life is f***ed up
Heya life just here to tell you that I really hate you sometime. Filled with anger, dont know how to get rid of it… Feel empty and dull you seem to be just a f***ing routine. Trying so hard to smile, kind of hard when you dont give me a break once in a while. [..more..]
don’t read.
i just finished relgion studies .. but i’m still not proud of myself , i need more studying .. i feel so lost or empty .. i need a serious life routine makeover i’m sick of my everyday routine , but i guess i have to be thankful for the blessings lol <3 this is [..more..]