Depression
Typical depression post. Life is tiring. Can’t get started on anything. Don’t wanna do anything. Feel like a failure. I am a failure. People tell me I am a failure. I can only f***ing cry. Of course, secretly. I hate people.. I want to run away. On the other hand… I love you..I want to [..more..]
missing
some times i wonder if you think of me while i think of you i got you on my mind its driving me crazy baby girl plz come back
hurt
all my friends have abandoned me, left me out to dry. no one ever wants to talk to me anymore. it sucks being ignored
1st Strike.
You’re on the move, huh?
I’m sorry
I hate myself for being jealous. I hate myself for feeling anything at all for you. I keep telling myself I’m over you, and I actually feel like I am, but then why do I still feel like crap? Why do I care so much? I thought I was upset because I was jealous of [..more..]
Miss You….
You left this world in the wrong way. I wish you didn’t. I miss you dearly. I hope God can understand.
Too much
I ate too much. Now I have to do sports. The night. I ate an entire ice cream and now the voice in my head won’t stop screaming. 20 pounds weight loss last year. But 96 pounds are still too much.
Uneasy
Some things make me feel uneasy and a bit frustrated. I don’t want the negative emotions to affect me. I need the clear mind to function well. But on the positive side, today, I was a bit nervous about a task. But it turned out I did well, and I am quite pleasantly surprised by [..more..]
Therapy…?
I want to go to therapy, but I don’t know where to begin. Its gotten to the point where I can’t do anything anymore, and so I feel I need too change. But I’m so lost, so confused, buried so deep within myself I’m not even sure who I am anymore. So please, anonymous reader [..more..]
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There are so many demons… Maybe I’m one too.