Posted by Anonymous on 2014/10/01 under Friends I hate myself for being jealous. I hate myself for feeling anything at all for you. I keep telling myself I’m over you, and I actually feel like I am, but then why do I still feel like crap? Why do I care so much? I thought I was upset because I was jealous of the idea of you liking her, but I told myself to move on and I did. But now I feel bad because I’m letting my emotions get the better of me and I’m taking it out on you and all I can do is tell you I’m sorry. I’m sorry for getting jealous. I’m sorry for pushing you away. I’m sorry for being emotional.