my life.
I hate the fact that I have never had a boyfriend or someone to love me other than myself.
Acutely suscidal
I don’t care about anything anymore besides blowcane and sex , I’m broke and I need coke and i need to killmyself I’m addicted broke and depressed I don’t want help I should just killmyself
Tired
I’m getting tire of it all. I’m tired of not feeling good enough of constantly being stepped over like a welcome mat. I’m tired of waiting for a better tomorrow, I’m getting beaten down and I trying to get up.
F*** this f*** that f*** everybody
I swear to God I just want to slit my wrists and end this bulls***. Throw the magnum to my head, threaten to pull s*** and squeeze, until the bed’s, completely red I’m glad I’m dead, a worthless f***in’ piece of s***. The stress is buildin’ up, I can’t,I can’t believe suicide on my f***in’ [..more..]
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Somedays i feel everything all at once others i can’t feel anything even, if my life depended on it….. I feel I am lost or that i don’t have space here for doing anything….. but still, some people do care… even if they are 3,000 miles away from you. They will still look up for [..more..]
i want to be someone
i want to be someone i want to achieve something but i have this feeling of shallowness in me like i dont understand anything everything is confusing i cant get things straight i m losing friends day by day my trust is decreasing at home im losing connection from my brother abroad i have no [..more..]
Cry
Today I cried. It’s not a bad thing. I’m still in control of my emotions, but I needed a bit of release. I am fine after crying. All the messy feelings should subside. Emotions are strange things. You think your logical reasonings are keeping emotions under control, but from time to time, they just erupt. [..more..]
ugh
one of my friends has a cousin who i started talking to about a year ago, i liked him a lot, and he told me he liked me too, then we stopped talking. we started talking again 2 weeks ago, he told me he was gonna ask me out, and i met up with him [..more..]
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Just a guy
A year a go I met a guy, he is wonderful, we became friends really fast but I used to like him before we met. He is so intellingent and have so many dreams, its the kind of man you want, he’s handsome, a gentleman, very intelligent, he’s a keepper. When I met him I [..more..]