Posted by StrayHyena on 2014/09/29 under Uncategorized i want to be someone i want to achieve something but i have this feeling of shallowness in me like i dont understand anything everything is confusing i cant get things straight i m losing friends day by day my trust is decreasing at home im losing connection from my brother abroad i have no idea what im supposed to be doing i sit all day just trying to keep my self busy with whatever i have but this is not what i want sometimes i think i dont have the right to ask for more because im already blessed with so much i want someone to notice i want so much yet yet .. i dont understand i dont know how truthful im being to myself its like i cant trust myself anymore what is the solution i dont know i want to be a part of something big most of the time i tend to make mistakes but i dont intend to do that i totally dont i want to be a difference i want people to remember me as someone who was good after i die i dont want this i feel weird shallow confused lost idk.