Giving up on “family”
where do I start?! right, I’m a past foster kid. I don’t always see my birth “family”/blood relatives. But i’m thinking of just cutting the cords of contact with most of my blood relatives. I have to spend Christmas with some of them, and thinking it will be the last visit. I don’t talk to [..more..]
Exsistance?
do we as human beings know what exists? what’s real and what’s not.. when I am alone I dream and I see everything & feel everything just as vividly and as real as I do in reality, yet we are told from birth that when we sleep our dreams aren’t real; just a figment of [..more..]
About Him…
This poem that I wrote really doesn’t make any kind of sense, but I just hope someone actually reads it.It kinda hurt just thinking about him, but it’s about time I let go of this feeling and find someone else. His hair flipped it brushed my heart. His smile seemed as cool dark. With no [..more..]
Am I Normal
Is it normal to hear your father judge you just because you value privacy? Is it normal for him to threaten you in a way that makes you feel that your home is not a safe place and a place not worth living? Is it normal where they force you to complemate life the way [..more..]
the f***
MMy mom isn’t letting me do anything and it is really pissing me off. I just want to punch her ass in the damn face.
song
EM G D A in a white room 4 nothings in there 4 except these wals 6 nothing to do 4 nothing to see 4 wanna watch hem fall 7 ”cant remember 4 how i got here 4 there isi no door 6 think im trapped here 4 i dont nderstand 4 whats this all [..more..]
i hate myself
I can not stop loving someone but i really Wanna stop . I can not control myself. I wanna hate him because he is selfish. I wanna happy in my life but he can not make me happy. I wanna lucky girl with his love but he is not interesting about my happy. My days [..more..]
My life is soo not sprinkles and sunshine
Studies suckz families suckz friiends suckz hair totally ssuckz so technically my life sucks
Does anyone ever understand?
Love has its limits. In the mature adult world, it’s unfortunate that sometimes you need to stop loving someone if you truly love him. Not loving him is a way of protecting him and his happiness. It might sound anti-intuitive but I’m sure somebody understands.
RADA (Royal Academy of Dramatic Art): What I’ve come to realise.
I’ll tell you something, auditioning here was a big deal for me. I’d been working for over a year on character research and my performance. So as you can tell, I was quite nervous. Previously in the year I’d done a few one day classes there, and I really had my heart set on the [..more..]