Gone.
Those deep, dark thoughts are coming back. I try to lock this thing in a cage but it just unlocks itself and comes out. I can’t act around people, can’t be social, can’t comprehend life anymore. My mind is only filled with doubt, uncertainty, anxiety. I can’t call this a low for I have never [..more..]
us
I lost someone so near and dear so close to my heart all out of fear I share in those dreams I have the same needs still I pretend not to be me now I feel empty alone in the dark standing by myself waiting for a spark I miss that warmth that reassuring touch [..more..]
art
im a beginning artist, and ive recently started selling my work. i’ve made over 200 dollars so far and im in the middle of a painting now. the problem is, school is stressful and im a perfectionist, so if it isnt going the way i hope i hate the painting before i finish. i literally [..more..]
out of sight out of mind.
I’m feeling so left out since i got home. I havent been back home in 3 months from college. I look forward to coming home because its supposed to be a positive place where you come to hang with friends and family and pets. I feel so alone, left out, and tired. Knowing my friends [..more..]
peyton
i cant say it on facebook but i love you. you are the one fore me… i even want to marry you… i never felt this way before
hail the heartbreaker
I feel…as though i face as self confrontation with life…the way I lost you caused me the worst pain i have ever felt, it was as if you ripped my heart apart and left an empty basin in everything..all the tears i shed everyday..the blood dripping over my skin with the cuts of a knife [..more..]
Public speaking
Publicly speaking is supposed to be a skill you gain over time. The problem is, I used to have this skill but lost it once I entered middle school. It’s been five years and my ability to speak infront of a class has only gone downhill. People tell me practice will make it better, but [..more..]
Songs that know you too well
A swollen tongue, a plastic gun Red burn from an orange sun These oil rigs will crack and run These palm trees will be chopped to a stump I’ve wandered, seen visions, I never could fit in I’m out there, you’ll find me, I never lost that easy You imitate, all night stay awake You [..more..]
Bullys
Why are people different around others? Because they are scared, scared they will lose their friends or popularity. by being cool is bullying others?! Say that I am talking to the bully ”What if you were me? How would you feel if I bully you!?!” If you get bullied don’t listen to them just do [..more..]
Whattt do I do
So i recently made up with my best frined. WE had some troubles in the past which caused me to ask for a break. we didnt talk for 4 months until he texted me last thursday and we talked things out and he told me he really missed me. When we talk on the phone [..more..]