drifting apart
i feel like my friend(who is also my crush) and i are drifting apart and it tears me apart to think about it. he means a lot to me. no matter how much he and i drift apart, my feelings for him stay the same. every time i want to tell someone something that has [..more..]
drifting apart
i feel like my friend(who is also my crush) and i are just drifting apart yet my feelings for him are still strong. he’s and my friendship is just going and drifting and i don’t know what to do in order to prevent it. it makes me so sad. every time i want to tell [..more..]
here
I don’t like where I’m at now. This sort of position is an awkward one.I am a high schooler with no outstanding qualities whatsoever. Most of the time I feel as though no one notices that I am even there. I try to be a nice person but people don’t seem to like being around [..more..]
No One
It feels so bad to know that I will never be any ones 1st choice.
Losing Strangers
I’m so upset and sad for something that might be all in my head. None of my friends tell me anything, I’m always the last to know everything. It feels so bad to figure things out from other people and not them. I know things that my friends didn’t even bother to tell me. And [..more..]
When nothing else matters
If I had everything, I would trade that everything for you. If even the submission of everything afforded only a single breath, a glance, a brief moment in passing, my heart would glow for a lifetime.
Deep Inside Me
I don’t think anyone will read this but i just feel like i need to tell someone and let it out. A few years back i promised my soul to someone. i could not fall in love with anyone bc of this. at school im kinda popular and called the unique one and funny person [..more..]
Doubt
I don’t know why I keep setting myself for failure. Honestly I know things won’t always have a happy ending so why do I keep expecting my life to turn out like a fairy tale. Over and over again and I’m constantly trying to see the brighter side of things. It’s not fair to myself [..more..]
Essay. Blank minds.
So I’m sitting here, with a strong urge to fall down into a black hole and cry. This will sound pretty pathetic, but this site can be about anything, so… I’m supposed to be writing an essay right now, an essay that is due in three hours and a half (who knows what time it’ll [..more..]
it is hard to be alive
It’s been a week, of thinking and being nervous.About a week ago i had a ball in my school, a casual winter ball.It was nice until i arrived at school.I come in my class ,where our teacher let us leave our coats and bags, and i open the door and what i see, there are [..more..]