The End
I can't keep breaking up with you, You broke my heart, And its black and blue love isn't fair, But i swear, that this time… This is the end. And i can't keep lying… Lying to myself… Thinking you'll love me right …but you never will Its too late to tell. And i swear, that [..more..]
Horrible wife…
I'm such a horrible wife… I did something tonight that hurt you. I had no intention to. I didn't mean to… But I did. I didn't cheat but what I did really hurt you. Im so stupid. You do so much for me and I did something that was horrible to you. You must hate [..more..]
Im Breaking but You’re Blind to It
I know you've been busy, you have other things to do maybe I'm just being dramatic because I miss you. The way you talk, the way you text, it doesn't seem like you, you weren't as busy before but it's still different. Your off putting you don't even seem like you care, it's been a [..more..]
Sonic
Well.. Where do I began? My heart is in a million pieces and yet you are whole. Seeing you in that video touching on another girl, dancing, drinking and living. I told you to go and be with another girl. But, the reality of seeing it over social media killed me. I felt my stomach [..more..]
A new experience
So I'm 20 years old. I've never opened up to a guy and neither have I ever been as close as I got to him. It was on everything. We talked everyday, we shared many life stories and in the end, I fell for him. The whole point was meant to be fwb. I don't [..more..]
Dear xxx,
Hey, it's me. I enjoyed the time we spent together. When you show me things that are important to you, it makes my heart flutter. When you laugh, that rare and impossibly precious sound, it makes my face heat up. I love our shenanigans. We're supposed to be on-task, focused and working, but that never [..more..]
Learning
Learning how to love again is like having to learn how to breathe. Something that used to come so natural and so easy has now become a constant struggle Taking a single breath becomes a physical action that needs thought. Inhaling perfectly clean and safe air becomes terrifying because the fear of exhaling and losing [..more..]
To the Heart I Broke..
I loved you I truly did. You may not believe me when I say this but I broke my own heart while breaking yours. I didn't mean for things to go the way they did. I thought I meant every I love you and every forever I ever said. I thought for sure I would [..more..]
let me try this
Let me try this. let me try, just one more time. Please let me try, but please understand i am broken, bruised, and a little worn out. Let me show you what i can do. Stand by me and be patient with my love. I will try and i will keep trying. Let me do [..more..]
Not now
I gave u the freedom to touch my soul not to snatch it , I gave u the responsibility to take care of me not to throw me , I gave u the independence to feel me not to scratch me, I gave u the liberty to enjoy with me not to use me but [..more..]