The struggle is real
Here it is Sun night and I have done nothing to get ready for the week ahead. idk why I do this but I do. I used to be on top of everything and now I just mostly don't seem to care. Then when I do, its the improper time to! what's up with that?? [..more..]
snap out of it
I feel pathetic. beautiful day, barely got curtain opened for some sun. The dog needs to go run and play so badly. I want to, i really do, i just can't muster up the energy. My life can't just go with the flow, no, there are always hiccups even in the simplest of tasks. Why? [..more..]
F*** my wife
Sure wish I did not decide to get married to her again. I long for my second wife, we had so much more of a connection. I messed that up though, and the rest is history. I only married her because I wanted to reconcile myself with god and make my daughter happy. I’m not [..more..]
My friend
I'll get over you. It should be easy to let you go I got over the other one, but he treated me bad so it was easy to do. One day soon I'll stop. Ill stop searching for you, wanting to see what you have been up to, wanting to share things I think you'd [..more..]
Hi
I'm overwhelmed with excitement and fear. The type of over excitement that wants to burst out of your chest, that you can feel raising your heart rate. At the same time fear is in the back of my head. Am I setting myself up for failure, is it going to be the same thing different [..more..]
Nurse
I always enjoy being around the nurse whenever she smokes cigarettes, despite it being unhealthy
I wish
I wish I had never been born.
To All the Girls I’ve Loved Before
And here I am back again, once again, exactly where I was. Try and try to improve myself, and yet fall back down to where I was. I am tired of living life. I am tired of the pain. I just want it all to end. If it means the world ending, so be it. [..more..]
Fuqed up
Well I am in Deep Deep Deep s***…. Today's my (kind of) PTM, and also I have to go to school for collecting the answer sheets for upcoming exams…The message I got in my class group clearly states that parents gotta meet class teachers and also submit ALL notebooks and worksheets ….well how can I [..more..]
Bye
"Azula," Iroh whispered, "I will not be able to be by your side until this war is over. In my heart, I still wish for the best for you. For Zuko." He sighed. "But all I can do is believe in you." He turned to face her. "You have to go now. The path to [..more..]