I feel pathetic. beautiful day, barely got curtain opened for some sun. The dog needs to go run and play so badly. I want to, i really do, i just can't muster up the energy. My life can't just go with the flow, no, there are always hiccups even in the simplest of tasks. Why? i just dont get it. I get tired of dealing with it all and just want to shut down. totally. just sit in one catatonic state until it all smooths over. Wish i had a man in my life to atleast get through it with. Probably to set in my ways now anyways….fml
It’s Sunday and if you want to take a lazy day then take one. If this is becoming a common occurrence you should look into your behavior. I don’t know what you are going through but it’s a natural response for me to want to freeze when I’m under stress. Don’t give up, one day at a time. You will get through this. I found out the hard way that adding people in the mix when you are going through something isn’t a good idea. It puts stress on the relationship. This is just my advice. I wish you the best.