the answer isnt to blame…
i beg for your attention but you always turn your back on me when i cry and ask for your acceptance, you just insult me some more i speak to you because i crave having a connection with you, but you choose to look off into space , roll your eyes or even worse , [..more..]
you & i both
…because love will not break your heart Thinking you're in love is what breaks your heart š OvO
im pretty sure u cant understand if u cant relate
i really wish i havent been so manipulated when you give someone all your time and effort and they treat you like nothing about you is important nothing you do is worth a s*** and you are invisible it hurts ive wished for so long that someone would come into my life someone so special [..more..]
void
I'm getting treatment for my severe depression and anxiety, every doctor says I look more alive, I'm even willing to meet my friends after a whole year of basically staying alone at home but my suicidal thoughts are still there, they occur way more often that I would like to admit, I'm dreaming of some [..more..]
Think
I think I got my grandma addicted to Mortal Kombat
Its a sickness
She starved herself so others would notice, so she could fit in, so that she got attention. Year by year she faded away. Her mind went, her stomach bloated, and laxatives became her new best friend, following the toilet. The way everyone looked consumed her. Things they had she wanted. She wasn't a good person. [..more..]
I’ll get over it in a minute
Singleton children are some of the most selfish. They only think of themselves. They don't see that they need change because they think they're perfect. Unfortunately nothing's good enough, everything is constantly wrong and the world revolves around them. She would have been fast to cheat on you if I brought another man around. She [..more..]
The struggle is real
Here it is Sun night and I have done nothing to get ready for the week ahead. idk why I do this but I do. I used to be on top of everything and now I just mostly don't seem to care. Then when I do, its the improper time to! what's up with that?? [..more..]
snap out of it
I feel pathetic. beautiful day, barely got curtain opened for some sun. The dog needs to go run and play so badly. I want to, i really do, i just can't muster up the energy. My life can't just go with the flow, no, there are always hiccups even in the simplest of tasks. Why? [..more..]
F*** my wife
Sure wish I did not decide to get married to her again. I long for my second wife, we had so much more of a connection. I messed that up though, and the rest is history. I only married her because I wanted to reconcile myself with god and make my daughter happy. Iām not [..more..]