Dear Diary.
Yesterday, my model X, quit in the middle of the painting. Three months of work, gone. Ugh. I`m actually glad that he left. But i also feel a nagging "now what?" creeping up. I asked X to pose because of his red hair. (I had the idea i would make paintings that spanned the whole [..more..]
A Loser! Is what I am!
I’m such a weak person. Nobody really understands me. When there’s an argument in my house I tend to cry. Even if it’s not a big deal. Like I don’t know why, but I just start crying. Like I know that I shouldn’t but somehow it happens. No matter how much I try holding my [..more..]
19:07
On the back of an English £5 note there is a picture of that stupid warmongering fat bastard Winston Churchill. He is looking at me, with that stern podgy face. Its nauseating. I turned it over and now the Queen is looking at me, in the portrait she is a young fertile queen even though [..more..]
PEPPA PIG CHAT!! oink oink
HEY GUYS LETS ALL ENJOY PEPPA PIG AND TALK ABOUT IT ! oink oink!
I ruined my life
When I was little, I would hide who I truly am because I was wrong. Now that I'm older, no one believes me, no one helped me figure it out, I was forced to hide everything from everyone. My dad screams at me when I'm having an anxiety attack because I'm so happy all the [..more..]
teared apart piece by piece
Every single day i am alone i see you and you don't care about me the way you used too now you left me for someone new and nobody cares with every family problem a tear comes down my face i cry,at random moments cause i feel useless and alone, i just wished somebody cared [..more..]
Dear Diary.
Flies in my studio are annoying. I am so paranoid like most of them. Everyone in the art world is so nervous waiting for something to begin or end. Dear Diary i`m sick of being alone with the pressure and the futile attempts at perfection. We make things until they are better than us or [..more..]
peppa
after watching a few episodes of peppa pig i have come to the conclusion that suzy sheep is toxic af and peppa needs to cut. her. off.
arguments with family
Having a argument with family is upsetting, even if its over little things like playing music and doing homework, or even watching tv, nothing will stop you from loving family, to help me calm down is listening to calming/relaxing music, but one thing I'm bad at is apologising to that family member I've fallen apart [..more..]
Ship
I ship Fairy Godmother and Mal from Descendants