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Got so much on my mind right now. My dad may not be my dad anymore, I don’t really have friends my family is insane financials aren’t ideal at all I’m am just suffering without a car no one seems to want to help me get anything irs is on my ass but not that [..more..]
22:11
Today i drove into a car park and i went too far forward and hit a lamppost! It made a crunch noise, i have taken paint off the car. Its mum`s car so i cannot tell her and hope she don`t find out! I decided to go for a longer drive to the next town, [..more..]
Miles Apart
My heart is split in two,one half is in Jamaica and the other here at home. It was so hard to get on that plane. To hurt him like that I could just die. But my priority has to be my home and where will live in the next month or so. The pain is [..more..]
You
So it turns out you were the same as the rest of them, a big motherf***ing b****. F*** you. I wish we had never met.
21:54
This evening a neighbour was outside doing the gardening on our front garden as its overgrown considerably. It was like what the f? I walked out and he was wearing a baseball cap backwards smoking a joint and cutting our garden with a blade. The stench of weed was everywhere. I`m like you OK? whats [..more..]
19:32
Today i cooked beans on toast with egg tomato onion.
21:40
Another poop stained bucket of mindless activity and stupidity and browsing online. Today i cooked toad in the hole, it is an English classic, with petit pois peas. In fact i over did it with those little green peas. Formula off road is on cars driving up and down mud dunes. I appreciate this but [..more..]
21:22
Another horrible day full of buckets of poop. Forever the Optimist is moi. I have a spitting cold, clear transparent liquid is oozing out of my nostrils. Globs and globs of the stuff falling out of me. Got myself a head cold. Lazed around in bed most of the day and evening. Nothing on TV [..more..]
It’s long. Nothing interesting.
1. I have done nothing good for this world 2. I’ve been nothing but a burden to everyone 3. My friends don’t actually like me – probably because I’m too clingy and annoying 4. I can’t do anything right 5. Why can’t I be as good as everyone else 6. No matter what I do [..more..]
01:21
Its another pooh bucket of a day. I am watching MLS soccer because i am just a pathetic lump of goo. I just masturbated over porn a blonde woman bending down to suck a man off. I feel icky and my pants are sticky and i can smell the sperm in the air. I opened [..more..]