Posted by Anonymous on 2019/08/23 under Life 1. I have done nothing good for this world
2. I’ve been nothing but a burden to everyone
3. My friends don’t actually like me – probably because I’m too clingy and annoying
4. I can’t do anything right
5. Why can’t I be as good as everyone else
6. No matter what I do everyone is always better than me
7. I’m a sophomore and I have all honors classes, one ap, and I got into the best performing arts group at my school
8. My school is pretty competitive
9. I just took a test in math analysis/ calc ab honors
10. Everyone did well
11. I didn’t even finish the test
12. I only completed 17 out of the 20 questions
13. I even know all the answers
14. But there wasn’t enough time to complete it
15. Yesterday in AP euro 0 pd I had a test
16. I think I did fine
17. I had a honors chemistry test 2 days ago as well
18. I did fine
19. There was a pop quiz in French today
20. I don’t know how I did
21. Why couldn’t I do fine on my math test?
22. I’m so stressed
23. But there’s people who have it worse off than me
24. But there’s also people who have it better
25. I’m paranoid
26. I always think my friends don’t actually like me
27. When it’s just us it’s fine and all
28. But when someone better comes along I’m just ignored
29. Maybe I’m just a pity friend
30. But I’d rather just be a pity friend rather than have no friends
31. I always pretend to be fine
32. Maybe everyone else does that too
33. I’m not popular
34. But I’m also not not popular
35. I won’t be actually posting this
36. Maybe someone will see and know who I am
37. But it feels good just writing it out
38. Maybe it’s not that bad?
39. Maybe I should post this
40. If anyone knows who I am please ignore this
41. I’m actually fine