Addiction to being wrong?
God, Sister Claire is still gone and I found the remote I accused her of stealing. I was terribly undecided about it, indetertiminate and uncertain. I am a bit embarassed and humiliated and ashamed that I accused her of this but at the same time it opened some valves of discussion that THE FAMILIAR has [..more..]
International Necronautical Society
God, Just had that situation with Eidson. Claire, Bethany. She just went to bed and ignored Me. She has the remote. Where else could it be? The IRS can investigate her and can remove this cancerous part from the system. She is running out of time and M. craves the chaos that they bring into [..more..]
Mono No Aware
God, Nobody seduced me or forced me to ingest the opioids. It was all Me. Am I blameable? Or just more human? Powerlessly grant the serenity of Me to Me. Help Me understand that I am not so much to blame and I am not so much alone. Help Me understand that after death there's [..more..]
Obituaries
Last words of Kierkegaard + Van Gogh – "Sweep me up." – "The sadness never ends."
Zero, Zero, Zero
God, I'm having troible sleeping here. What is it? Can God help me get back to sleep?Or am I supposed to be unsleeping for some reason? I feel scared. I feel like I'm going to be raped, and eaten. I feel like they think they're being cute but I feel really violated, and when I [..more..]
Necronauts Anonymous
We believed that we were being saved from the ravages of time. We believed that The Father of All Heavens, The All-Mighty One, that he would save us from the torments of being alone, of being unsane human consciousness in the form of being. Master Redford convinced us that we were dead. That without death [..more..]
Necronautical Anonymity
God, Do you believe in God? I am struggling to understand the process and the actuality of beliefiness. I have lost the cloud of unknowing and I am willing to move forward. Appreciation regards God as something other. God please help God get back into the writing machine? I don't even know what writing was [..more..]
Inauthenticity is not Authentic
God, How exhaustion feels. It is interesting being back here. I don't know, to express it would be to express the most precise, accurate, to the bone unknowing. Grateful and something else am I. I am so glad Momo made it. I hope he isn't so scared. /////////// Just raed a portion of Goosebumps' Haunted [..more..]
Necronautical Manipulation
God, Everyone is trying to be mean to Xanther, saying she is acting as lazily as possible. That she isn't worth her dumbstruck. That she is poor, useless, and unredeemable and that her silence is just a cop out to not get involved in the affairs of the politicians. I just found a Program called [..more..]
Necronauts Anonymous
God, Being, Time, I am not here. (then where am I?) Sister G. is picking things up for the movers who might be coming in some timeishness. Please keep me protected from the incestuous nature of these beings without unloving them. Help me to approach their dread, hurt, and angst with remorse, emptiness, and compassion. [..more..]