God,
Nobody seduced me or forced me to ingest the opioids. It was all Me. Am I blameable? Or just more human? Powerlessly grant the serenity of Me to Me. Help Me understand that I am not so much to blame and I am not so much alone. Help Me understand that after death there's no more watching, no more following, no love.
Help appreciate Me for the Sake of Me for the sake of God for the sake of Me.
I accept this powerlessness with the greatest unconditionality. I put my heartlessness in the hands of God.
Amen,
-The Archer