Necronautical Help!
God, Perhaps I could make the amends for asking Uncle Greg for the 80 MG oxycontin monies. I said I was going to disneyland and I needed the money for disneyland. But I was actually going to Carlas to pick up. That might make sense as to why today is happening. Because everything else is [..more..]
New York, Synecdoche
You realize that you are not special. You have struggled into existence, and are now slipping silently out of it. This is everyones experience . . . every single one. The specifics hardly matter.
Artist, the, Body
Death comes so much faster than I am able to think.
Anonymous, Spenders
God, Lets just say I had enough money to buy everything I need. What would I get, if I had all that money? – two Opiates Anonymous Posters – 2 Synecdoche, New York Posters (framed) – A working typewriter and paper – a bundle of notebooks – Pain, Chronic, Anonymous (x2 Basic Text) – x2 [..more..]
Necronautical Inauthenticity
God, Just help me, in the way that only God can. What else ccan I say? God already knows me through and through. Better than I know myself. I am just exhausted with exhaustion. Please give me a break. Amen. Silently Anonymous, -The Archer
Necronautical God
God, How and when have I used Suicide to manipulate, guilt and force others into attaining my will, rather than directing myself towards Gods will? How have I hurt others by using my addiction to suicide and the behaviors therein? Please reveal to God the emotional frequency that I have used to get my way, [..more..]
Necronautical Vices
God, I want to make a list of vices so I can make sure that I have a program for each one so I don't get lost in the miasma of behavioral avoidance? Is that the right way? I don't know how to call something addiction. Addiction might be a fiction for me. Here is [..more..]
Caffeine Addicts Anonymous
God, Please help me get from the third step to the fourth step in CAFAA. I don't know how to do this. I am allways becoming a better beginner. I might need the help of God to do this. I most definitely need the help of God. Even if I don't believe I can pretend [..more..]
Necronautical God
God, I don't know how to buy things. Am I just buying things for other people. I am compelled to just keep donating THE FAMILIAR. That is the only thing that helps insure my emotional security in a tomorrowness. I want to also be able to decorate this room I'm in. How about I include [..more..]
Necronautical Shame
God, I remember when Dad taught me to mutilate the self. When he dared me to touch the BBQ to see how hot it was. And I did it. (He also told me not to show off when catching the baseball by jumping up in the air. I think I was trying to do a [..more..]