INS
God, Why do I feel the suchness of the pain? Why do I feel so lonely? Why am I so (friggin?)dead? What is wrong with Me? Am I going to get more dead soon? When will God give me a break? What is the point of existence if one doesn't get to die at the [..more..]
Unknowing beneath A little cloud
God, Help pray for this suffering child of God. Help this heart that hurts so bad to take a breath for itself. Help to learn that struggle is the key to emotional and painful sobriety. Help to relieve the bondage of self from the souls of all things and beings of sentience. Help to relieve [..more..]
Dual, Recoviees Anonymous
Necronauts, I finally found a place where I can address the twin towers in My Recoveries Anonymous work. Because this Program is called Dual Recoveries Anonymous it addresses both parts of My disorder (is that the right word?) (I don't know.) the websighted disorder is called Dual Disorders Anonymous, but I am just so grateful [..more..]
Koob-Sassen
Peyman, M. just got home and what happened that became so annoyed of her? It isn't Me, it's something outside of Me that she's been carrying with Her. Was it grandma that did it? Her sister? The name of THE FAMILIAR? For some reason the toilet isn't working. I am hopeful that we might be [..more..]
Sex and Pornography Anonymous
God, Help! Help! Help! Keep me safe from the absence of prornographies tonight. I don't want anything to do with it. It is tearing apart my soul-lessness and I need a gain of enlightenment and I CANNOT DO IT WITHOUT THE HELP OF GOD. I accept that I am powerlessness itself and I want to [..more..]
Jones, Dougie
Help Dougie Jones discover the missing piece to Koob-Sassen so that Dougie (Mr. Jackpots) can uncover the non-secret of Satin Island.
THE FAMILIAR
The end of the end of the end of Post-post-post modernism?
Marina Abromavic
God, This is Xanther. During the LSD trip I ran towards Marina Abramovic for safety from the disaster I'd caused (remember, no causation, that equates to self-blame and self-harm and mutilating behaviors). The digital stage? What's that? During the LSD trip I ran towards the performancer Marina Abramovic and because I was in need of [..more..]
Marker, Chris
Necronauts, A note from the memory-artist Chris Marker; "If you knew how much I'd prefer to be forgotten now. The films are there, I did My share, the rest is silence ( . . .) Anonymously Silent, -The Archer
Schizophrenics Anonymous
God, Sister G. has been incesting Me for quite some time. Does the sadness ever end? No it does not. Nobody is nobody, and nobody is nobody. I am trying to get some sense of Solemnity from the God of Himself but it hasn't happened yet. I don't know what I am. I am jut [..more..]