Posted by Anonymous on 2018/11/15 under Kids God, Why do I feel the suchness of the pain? Why do I feel so lonely? Why am I so (friggin?)dead? What is wrong with Me? Am I going to get more dead soon? When will God give me a break? What is the point of existence if one doesn't get to die at the end of it? Is something wrong with me? Or am I normal the way I am? (Hell, you ain't normal. If you was normal you would be out here sittin in the middle of the dirt.) When will things start to make an itoa (modicum) of sense? Am I pissed off? What am I feeling, God? God knows my feelings better than I do? God built me, I didn't built myself, but I am under the powerlessness of Gods weakness and I don't know how to accept that to my innermost selflessness. God can God please insure God with a sense of Hope? Just a trace of Hope might help us get through the next several hours of existential-existence. Just help us accept that powerlessness rules the world and what is not powerlessness is not-God and ought not to be account for as God. God, help this God out because he is getting sick of waiting for GODOT. It is really feeling like the beginning-end of the stupidest play of all time. Is there such a thing as stupid or is that just evil incarnations? Help me accept my mortality and this condition of emptiness and hopeless and poorlessness. I am praying for the ability to let God inside of my chesticles and my heartlessness so that I can actually give up for once; surrender, instead of trying to control the whole entirety of this doggon-dumb show. Help God, Help. I am nothingness without the somethingness of God. And if God might be able to help, now is thee time to help if it is something that God might be able to convene at this time. I have been practicing a lot about what it means to get out of Gods way and I think I'm getting better at it. At least I hope that I am. I am going to pray for the sleep of God soon. So I hope that leads to something unspecial, unimportant and meaningless. Thank God for the services of God. Anonymously Silent, -The Archer