I feel like I can’t do this anymore
I’m at work. I work at a university where I also attend school. I’m about to graduate with my bachelors in psychology in 2 weeks time and I’m falling apart. I just spent 30 minutes of my shift crying in the bathroom. I haven’t cried like that since I was a teenager. I feel like [..more..]
Stuff.
this is odd. Love. Does anyone really define what love is? I think, if you’re happy together, and you’re good for each other, then nothing else should matter. Gender, sexuality, race, religion, heritage, age. Hell, I’m young and in love, and everyone thinks that’s the bulls*** love that teenagers have, but there’s something about him.
Cannot think by yourself
Wow, admit it. You’re doing it because she told you. Everything you do it’s to please her, and it makes me jealous. Yeah, it makes me jealous. Because it does please her.
abused
at six years old you took advantage of me, i hate you for what you did to me, i trusted you and you made me feel dirty and unclean, you have continued to live your life without a care in the world but the way you treated me was disgusting. you shouldnt have touched me, [..more..]
i dont know where im going in life
i have no idea what im supposed to do with my life, i am not clever enough to get into uni, i dont know what i want out of life, there are some things i really want to do but i have no idea how to make them happen, i feel like i am stuck [..more..]
paranoid
i feel so paranoid, like i have no idea who my real friends are, i feel like if i didnt make the effort to call my friends up or ask them what they are up to or if they want to do something they wouldnt make any effort to speak to me or see me, [..more..]
I love forever
Watevs…u never loved me and yet u told me u did well wat a f****** lie…there is somebody new now…I’m not sure who (Billy, Maci, Ty) and there is nobody like the girl i think i might like Billy is a jerk, and Ty…well…we never talk so it’s not like he’ll ever find out…ugh….the hardest [..more..]
played or not?
ohh…i like him alot and yet he hurt me with such cruelty.he acted like he wanted me and we have such a strong physical connection.i could feel the vibe and he makes me laugh and the touching made me really happy.but i couldn`t understand why he wouldn`t aske me out after 5 months of flirting.then [..more..]
Plz help me through this…
Damn I don’t even know if someone even reads this or not…but I’d better say,whats hurting me,getting me away of what I should do these days such as studying for entrance exam of university… I don’t even want to think about such things…relationships.boys and etc. I have to focus on my great purposes of studying [..more..]
i’m not sure….
Well its been almost 3 months of being together. But I think this has come to an end. Through out these 3 months with him. There’s been so many ups and downs. I tried so hard to keep him happy. To heal him from his past. I was helping him recover, showing him that I [..more..]