alone
god i actually need help. or someone. sometimes the loneliness consumes me
Better Thinhs
I deserve so much better then what you give me. I do not want to be “the man” of the relationship.
ah. <3
just got back from a two hour jog with my bestfriend, life is soo great i really hope nothing happends, trying to shed off some weight. i feel good later wiff my lovers and baby cousin, <3
Losing in Love
When someone you love tells you that they think that your mentally unstable,simply because they wronged you and you questioned why and then use that to basically erase you from their lives, it really is heartbreaking.They refuse to talk about the issue,refuse to see you after you have shared everything.How do you move on ? [..more..]
Titles
Just because your different doesn’t mean your a freak. Just because you have black hair and wear dark make-up doesn’t mean your emo. Just because you wear skinny jeans and band tees doesn’t mean that your skater. Just because you have some scars doesn’t mean you cut. Just because your not like those “Normal” People [..more..]
Unsure..
Just not knowing where you stand with somebody has to be one of the worst feelings ever, unsure where the relationship’s going is horrible, I’m scared and worried…
That feeling…
When things seem to be going your way one minute, and the next things totally change. You think you’ve found love with somebody or at least a friendship, and small things seem to get in the way…
I miss u
its been a week now i love u i miss u so damn much
I don’t know and I don’t care
At a young age I realized that life is not fair something that cannot be controlled. It never waits for when you’re ready or when you are prepared. For a long time now I felt I have been waiting for something, something that would change all my negative outlooks and turn them positive or a [..more..]
I can’t deal with this bulls*** anymore.
I need to call someone on the phone desperately, to hear their voice, know i’m not alone. My boyfriend, Peter, Bry, SOMEONE. I’m not allowed to make calls after 10 though and ugh i can’t deal with this help. please.