Home.
I hate how I’ve never had a stable home, how I’ve always had to move from one part of the world to another. I hate how my opinions and wishes are not being considered and how I always how to go along with my parents plans. For once I just want settle down and live [..more..]
Music never stops
I often hear older people say, ” the music sucked then, and it sucks now.” I kept hearing it. But from now on, when i hear that from them, im gonna say, ” at least the music hasnt stopped yet.”
I hate…
I hate that your words must have been lies I hate that you made me so happy, then took it from me so easily I hate that the reason why you ended things was a s*** excuse I hate how I feel like I need you I hate that you’re the one that changed, and [..more..]
Conflicted
When he broke up with me, I just couldn’t understand it. I was so happy, the happiest I’ve ever been and i couldn’t believe it was going to end. I wouldn’t let him break up with me at first, I just refused to accept it, but later when I finally allowed it I could literally [..more..]
Just Getting It Out
So, As I have said before on this… Im depressed and it really hurts. When I began my school year, at least 3 times a week id break down. But then a friend started helping me. And recently I noticed its only so that she can get attention from the teachers and stuff, so I [..more..]
The bright side.
Sometimes I hate myself. I cry and think how everyone does not care. But that it not true. In life you are down and you are up. That’s just how it goes. I try and think positive. But sometimes I, everyone has to let it out. And it’s good to let it out. But I [..more..]
UNKNOWN
I dislike so many “friends” of mine(not hate) and they all believe I like them. Ha. Why? Because they act better then others, they act like they’re cool and all that crap but they aren’t. They party, I don’t, they love a certain type of music and I do the same. BTW my favorite is [..more..]
Thoughts and feelings
Feel lonely, sad, and sometimes wishing wasn’t born. Why? Because no one listens… to the fustration, the sadness, the need of company. Never thought about this much but needed the thoughts out somehow. To escape into the unknown. To feel belonged in a way. The pain never goes away, neither does the emptiness in the [..more..]
My life is a wreck
Looks like I’ve been worring about her having you but she wasn’t the problem. Someone else already took you away. Why didn’t I notice? It happened in front of my face and I didn’t know. My life is a wreck right now… My… Why can’t I be happy?
Be mine
When you feel like you have lost everything…. Everything you want that is… Everything that the last 5 years has been about…..All because your too afraid to make a move out of a relationship your not happy with… Life goes by and your stuck in a rut.. Stuck in the one place you dont want [..more..]