I’m a mess
I’m a mess. A big crappy mess. I don’t know what to with life or where i’m going. Worst part? I ignore it..
What is the point of life
I honestly don’t have a reason to live anymore. I am already going to hell. Sometimes I wish I could just escape life. Life isvjust a burden.
I’ve never forgotten how much i hurt you
You were my first real girlfriend, i was so in love with you that nothing else mattered, everyone hates a cheat and that’s especially true to the guy who did the cheating, i have never been able to live with myself since i broke your heart, i’ve sank in and out of depression, alchoholism and [..more..]
Should I Tell Him
There is this boy who sweeps me off of my feet every time I am with him. He works at this bar, playing guitar there most every night. We are both 24 and single. But I have a secret. I have a daughter. She is the love of my life. My boyfriend and I had [..more..]
i’m so scared of things not going right
I’m with this girl, she is perfect on literally fronts. she’s my girlfriend now and she told me she loves me and i said it back, she’s been distant the past week and we haven’t seen each other… i’m missing her and thinking about her and i don’t know if she feels the same, i’m [..more..]
Dear You
You said you were in love with me. And I felt it. Everything we did together I was always happy and carefree. You took my virginity and I felt ok about it. I told you everything. About my past, about my dreams for the future. And then one day, I wake up, and you are [..more..]
I hate my mom
I literally hate her. Her verbal abuse and depression has me so depressed myself that I’ve contemplated killing myself. She pressures me to be perfect. I’ve developed eating disorders, OCD, bipolar disorder, and I’m afraid of things that I’ve never been afraid of before. I wrote about her abuse and my plot to kill myself [..more..]
yet i care
yeah kinda sad they took my mom to the hospital and I don’t know how I fill because my mom is more than a hand full but I deal with her because she is my mom and I love her even though she finds it hard at times to love me like a mom but [..more..]
love and chirstmas
tonight at dinner. friend: your in love with her right me: no no no(looks away) Friend: ok just making sure she thinks of you as a brother me: great… all in all i was hurt for a bit tonight, well i still am to know when you put everything into someone, pour your soul into [..more..]
just something… ?
i always thought when i grow up i can get an apt live on my own and have a job im proud of. do stuff with friends and have a loveable girlfriend that i can brag about to everyone i know and the people i dont know. but as i grew up it never went [..more..]