just a random
well it’s the week before the finals ,, and my mom is pushing me like hell.. she keeps telling me to study every minute ughh , but anywho .. az have been flirting with me but i kept rejecting the flirts .. is that mean?? i don’t wanna be a slut .. i mean if [..more..]
I hope my family dies!!!!!!!!!!!
My family can go to hell!! I don’t care about any of them, infact they make me angry, every time i see their faces i want to kill them!!!!! I wish i could go and live for myself!!!!!
That’s the problem
Look even I love the idea of me, I know why some of you do. The actual reality of me isn’t as endearing. I can be your fantasy, everything you want. But I can only keep up the act for so long. I’m yet to find someone who actually understands me and will stick around [..more..]
i just need to vent..
I dont know why but im feeling so disgusted in myself. i cry when i see myself int he mirror, i envy too many people. i have a draw full of paper that has day-to-day feelings of how i feel. im confused, i feel stupid but most importantly i feel like i dont fit in. [..more..]
hye
heyyyy
you
Stop lying to me…saying you’ll stop smoking. I want to be your drug. Lies. Lies from the start. Pain is what you taught me. Guess I’m addicted. You want me to believe you..but how..one lie ruined it all. Leave me alone. Let met me get over you. Stop begging me to take you back when [..more..]
love sucks
I’m so hurt. Why can’t you do this for me? I let my guard down…I don’t wish hurt upon you but at the same time I hope you get what you deserve. Hurting me was all you ever did. I’m jealous if you find a girl who can treat you Vetter than I can.
“Over Again”
Said I’d never leave her cause her hands fit like my tee shirt. Tongue tied over three words, cursed. Running over thoughts that made my feet hurt bodies entwine with her lips. Now she’s feeling solo since she went solo hole in the middle of my heart like a polo. And it’s no joke to [..more..]
weekends sickness
hay I fill bad I don’t fill good at all yet I keep thinking about the redskins and the Sunday’s game we need this like redskins have been trying for a long time sure other teams have been trying true but it is redskins turn nowit’s like every sports team from Washington d.c. always play [..more..]
Denial…
Sorry if this is long. I’ve been with my, now, EX boyfriend for a while. The 30th would have been a year and 8 months. He was perfect. He treated me like no one ever has before. He made me feel so special; like the only girl in the world. Yesterday, I get an interesting [..more..]