time to get it off my chest
While in highschool I think we can all say we did some things that we can all regret. I mean, I once drank liquor and hot chocolate by the cup full every morning in the front row of out state standardized testing for a week. Got found out and suspended for 10 days, do I [..more..]
what do i mean to you?
when i wake up in the morning you are the first person on my mind and i wonder if i am on yours as well, i tell you how much you mean to me but i never hear it back. you mean the world to me and im am afraid that one day im going [..more..]
Demented Selflessness
Illogical rationalization builds a prison for me. Black and white thinking keep me here. How can I leave myself? I will not make those who I love suffer. After multiple suicide attempts, inpatient and intensive outpatient, group therapy and one on one daily exposure therapy, after ten years of fighting, leaving nine jobs due to [..more..]
ilybihy
I f***ing hate you I f***ing hate that we fight I hate seeing glimpses of sight from when I black out from anger where I’m hitting you and your glasses are crooked while youre holding my throat and I hate that my voice is completely gone from screaming at you and I hate that you [..more..]
MEAN PEOPLE
My mom got me some hot wings 4 me and my brother and she saying i ate them (FUCCING RETARED)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Tabian BlackBull
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I wish to stop defining myself by past experiences. I will erase them from my mind right now. ……. ………….. ……………. ……………. deleting ……………………. ………….. ……………….. ………… ……………………. And… I’m good to go! I AM NEW.
YOU ARE NOT HERE
Today is his birthday.. Today is Marqualyne’s birthday and HE’S NOT HERE. It’s been 11 months since I last saw him, in his coffin at the funeral. He was so precious, full of love and happiness. He turned 16 today, March 6. I miss and love you so much. Happy birthday baby, I’ll see you [..more..]
WHY ?????
Why do u do ??? why do people comment?? ruin others life and ruin ther precious moments. Why do you have to point out the fact that i am fat,, Im sorry if i am. I am workin on it.soon i wont be fat and hideous anymore, and it wont hurt others to see me. [..more..]
Im Not Afraid Anymore…….
This is for every person who called me fat. This is for the person who called me ugly. This is for the person who always tried to make me feel bad for your own enjoyment, well you know what? SCREW YOU!!!! Im all grown up now and I do admit I was pretty fat when [..more..]
im s***…
I feel worthless.. Im alone.. No support at all.. And when i think ive finally found some, it disappears on me. Im abused.. And used so much.. What was the point of me being born? Ive.done no good and just take up space.. Im worthless.. Someone else deserves to have to opportunity to live.. Not [..more..]