Final year of Highschool
School is really stressing me out, there are so many tests and so much to study for but not enough time. Recently I’ve been putting in a lot of hard work and expect to be getting around 60 to 70s but instead when I received them they were around 30 to 40s. This really took [..more..]
I love you but you dont love me back
I love you more than anything else in this world, i just want you to feel the same way about me, but sometimes i feel like im just fooling myself and whenever im feeling like im about to give up on whatever it is that we have you always bring me back you make me [..more..]
I’m alone..
I feel so alone. Why is it I can help my friends with their problems but I can’t even figure out my own problems. Why do I feel so alone all the time..I can’t keep feeling this way..
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Little do they know that I self-harm..
Why..
Well today made me feel even more alone. It was a daddy daughter game for softball. Were you there? Nope. You left me. You cheated on mommy then got a divorce and left. Treat me like a piece of crap when I see you. You put me down ALL the time. I can’t deal with [..more..]
Annoyed
The banging in the house is annoying the f*** out of me
Everything is calculated, everything is hegemonic
I was wondering why I’m able to read about war and oppression in other countries, and even the crap that goes on in my own country, without feeling angry. I just feel apathetic. And I was thinking about how I hate to feel different, to stand out, and how I care what people think of [..more..]
uugghh
he has been my friend for 3-4 years,acts like a gentlemen(opens the door for me everytime),makes me feel better,and is the only person that i can talk to about my problems.Problem is that know i think that i might be falling for him.whenever he hugs me i remember that I’m not the only one that [..more..]
J. Northern
I would really like to be lying in your bed with you, watching a movie on tv, drinking a corona, and cuddling. I like being near you and imagine being able to just touch your body. I don’t care that your sister doesn’t like me, let her ass walk right by. I’ll be nice and [..more..]
lately
Lately i have been feeling much more at peace, with everything. This is weird for me considering how depressed i have been for so long, Its weird not to feel this way all the time. Still i find myself enjoying the simple things more such as reading a book, or just playing the piano. Enjoying [..more..]