I feel like my voice isn’t being heard.
I feel like I am alone. Tell me why, when I am suppose to have a family who loves me, but I don’t and am suppose to just be pleased with life, I am not. Tell me why I am suppose to be happy
To my mother of 13 years.
You think you know everything about me. You think I don’t know what your doing. You think I give a damn. You think that I’m just like you, a whore, a drug dealer, an addict, and a sneak little back stabbing piece of s***. WELL GUEES F***INNG WHAT,I’M NOT. I hate you for expecting me [..more..]
Help. Somebody. Anybody.
I couldn’t believe it; she’d actually tried to take her own life. Tried to end it all. She had felt so down and useless that she decided no one would miss her, and ended it. But I did miss her. Like a piece of my soul had been ripped out. Although Aspen hadn’t succeeded at [..more..]
That guy<3
so there this guy, thats how it always starts isnt it? i knew the second i saw him he was perfect to me. his long light brown hair with his light blue eyes and his sexy style that was too gorgeous to even try to imitate. his voice<3 his laugh<3 his smile was just too [..more..]
Despair.
This feeling always comes around at times like these. I can’t manage to find anything to do, I let myself down. This choking feeling of despair lingers in my head. In my voice. It’s in my throat, I know it. And I know it’s killing me. At this point, I can hardly bring myself to [..more..]
For all of you, find the sun :)
I feel your pain. I strain your smile. We nod and laugh and pass the while. We hold our bodies tight at night and pray the pain will lose the fight. They listen to our desperate words, pretend they know the meaning of. Reduce our tears to such and such, claiming that we think too [..more..]
I miss you.
It’s been almost two years since we broke up. I’ve been with someone else for over a year now, and you’ve turned to drugs and who knows what else. You treated me badly and broke my heart. A text telling me you don’t care anymore while I’m on vacation? After a year of dating and [..more..]
I can’t deal with this bulls*** anymore.
I need to call someone on the phone desperately, to hear their voice, know i’m not alone. My boyfriend, Peter, Bry, SOMEONE. I’m not allowed to make calls after 10 though and ugh i can’t deal with this help. please.
10-06-12(19:56:42)
You left me by myself. You said you would be there for me but where are you now? You said “if you would fall i will be there to catch you.” Well i’ve fallen and where were you to catch me? We were always together, now we are not. What happen to us? You were [..more..]
06-06-12(19:17:47)
When i heard your voice it’s like the angels calling When i saw your face my world stops for your beautiful eyes When i felt your touch i get the goose bumps and feel a sort of tinkling When i tasted your air it’s like the heavens made the air perfect just for us You [..more..]