24-12-11(20:38:12)
i have had the desire to jump and see if I could fly for quite some time. I spend so much time in my life thinking about how badly I’ve dishonored myself anf broke trust with the people I care about and it’s eating me alive. All year all I’ve thought about was how messed [..more..]
27-10-11(21:46:53)
I am searching for who I am. Is the spirit within me one who is wise? Can I trust her voice and urging? God knows. He really knows. As I contemplate what to do next, I feel a gentle whisper to be at peace–to trust the Spirit within me. Which path to take? I will [..more..]
15-10-11(16:21:13)
I wonder how it feels to have friends. Real friends. True friends. People who’ll believe you unconditionally. People who’ll support you no matter what. Why is the world not like that anymore? Why do “friends” today, act like you’re their sole source of happiness in front of you and the minute you turn your back, [..more..]
30-09-11(12:02:28)
“no matter what your mum is always there for you.” biggest lie ever. once the trust is gone, its gone.
22-09-11(12:53:10)
The woman i love doesnt trust me and doesnt even love me. ive never been in love with someone so much but i do things that she does not agree with and i can understand why. but i keep putting my size 8 shoe in my own mouth over and over. i had the opitunity [..more..]
19-08-11(17:43:19)
Stop here… I said stop here.what is wrong with you.. Look at me .!!!! Just look at me.!!! Aaaahh……….. I have No words for describing to yourself…… I just thought about yourself….you are very ambitious lady… You can do all that types of works which we never want to touch it.. You always want to [..more..]
02-08-11(18:55:37)
my whole life has turned to s***. my reputation is crap, i have no friends and im not good at anything. i feel like giving up and quitting school at 16 to become a prostitute like everyone expects me to. the worst thing is that none of this is my fault, im just too naive [..more..]
why did you put me in this you told me you loveed me…
why did you put me in this you told me you loveed me now you love him i kissed you and you put your lips on him you killed me we have kids and they want to know why there dad is kising a man you know what i told them to ask you and [..more..]
you hurt me tonight…. not the first time i guess… you dont trust me… i understand your reasons… i guess…. but i dont really trust you either now… you work all day, yeah i got that i belvie that… but a 4-5 hour nap every day right after work after you already slept the night… [..more..]
Have you ever felt like just giving up?…
Have you ever felt like just giving up? I often feel like this, I have severe depression disorder, and bipolar disorder. Doing everday things is hard for me, I am severly anti-social. Its hard for me to make friends because I dont trust other people, half the time I find myself watching sad and depressing [..more..]