Vulnerability = Impossibility
There is a restlessness here. Deep inside me. I long to be something, someone, yet I cannot open my self enough to let that happen. I cannot lower myself to such a vulnerable state that would allow people to see who I am. They only see who I want them to see, and yet, sometimes [..more..]
iidk..
I dont even know what to do with my life anymore.. I fell in love with a guy whos a total ass. He cheated on me, never really cared about my feelings, yet I still love him. I met him two years ago and I thought we would be together forever. I was wrong. I [..more..]
Love is a complicated thing
Let me tell you a story about my life. When I think back my previous relationships, it seems like i fall into this weird, half-happy/half-melancholic state every time i fall in love. I may burst into tears of joy just because i love him so ridiculously much, but at the same time I’m sad and [..more..]
Where are my Friends?
I am the one who wrote “Real Kids”, and now I’m in my new school. Lately I have been kind of confused about my friends. I came to this new school with my 2 friends Natilie and Cailin. Because they were in a different class I made some new friends. Jasmine, Aneesah, Lyric, and Caren. [..more..]
tried and done
feeling pretty ugly and lonely right now…going into my depress state…not thinking straight…don’t know what to do…love is nothing cause am not getting it….just tried……
What can you do?
I’m from Washington State and moved to South Carolina. I’m married and have a kid on the way, but I miss my home so much. I wish I was still there it feels as though moving here broke a piece of my heart. People here call me names because I am not southern.I keep living [..more..]
never loved
Why does my family hate me why people try to feel sorry for me wen I tell them but I don’t want there sympathy my mom doesn’t like me she doesn’t say but she jus shows and my brothers and sister hate me they pick on me and fight me even though I’m smaller than [..more..]
13; and hating life?
Recently, my mom and dad divorced. My mom had an afaire, with 2 other men. She kept telling my dad, its not Chris or Rob Running this marrige, it’s just not working. BULLS***! mom, you committed your life, to going 2 hours to saginaw to see Rob, and than seein Chris here. They were your [..more..]
Why do you always ask for a title!!!
My parents always say ” My child you know you have to work to have a better life when you’re older.” WTF!I mean how do you know that the great job you’re telling me to get won’t festroy my life and put me to my gloomy state. That so job you’re telling me to get [..more..]
10-05-12(21:23:28)
i just got out of school and i have to do a state report its cool but its boring