sleep.
Can’t sleep won’t sleep. I lie, thoughts chasing one another through my mind, finding it hard to concentrate on the white door that’s straight in front of me. Only I can open that door, the one that leads to my potential, dreams and yet I lay staring at it wishing something would happen. Why don’t [..more..]
SCHOOL ANXIETY
I have horrible worries about school. Tomorrow is my first day back after a really long and happy Christmas break. I just feel sick about the whole thing. I hate school more than anything in the entire world. My stomach gets really upset, I get horrible head aches. And I really don’t stop crying. I [..more..]
just a random
well it’s the week before the finals ,, and my mom is pushing me like hell.. she keeps telling me to study every minute ughh , but anywho .. az have been flirting with me but i kept rejecting the flirts .. is that mean?? i don’t wanna be a slut .. i mean if [..more..]
Why
I can’t sleep anymore I have tried but I can’t. I think it’s because of my ex. I could alway sleep when he was here and when I seen him at jail but now I think because I have not seen or talked to him since he went back I can’t sleep. Do you think [..more..]
Sleep
Not being able to fall sleep and having awful breams scare me to death. Have I been always like this? I also get really anxious and paranoid from nightmares.. I have no idea why this is all happening to me, I feel this is different than how I was before.. I wish I could sleep [..more..]
whats on my mind
its about 2 in the morning cant sleep just thinkin about my day what took place and all the news i got you know when something happens and you cant do anything to help the situation and that feeling of helplessness just eats you alive you beat up yourself for should-have-dones and wish-I-dids its just [..more..]
why do i miss u so much
sicne we broke up i realize i love you ……..and i need you in my life even though we were together for 3 months and didnt do anything but i want you back and everyday i think the chance i had with you u i didntbdo anything and i should have i should have kiss [..more..]
29-11-11(1:26:09)
olivia, i love you with all my heart. Everyday i wake up thinking about you. but like its killing me that we cant be together i know i f***ed up before but i need you. i cant sleep without you. without knowing your mine. you say you love me and that you wanna be with [..more..]
19-11-11(1:39:02)
I can’t sleep. There needs to be a website called “support network”. Where people know that is where they can go to help each other and themselves. Reach out to others where maybe in their town they don’t really have anyone. This is something though. I don’t know. I’ll keep looking for a different site [..more..]
23-10-11(23:05:30)
These are my goals for the future: – Stop trying to deprive myself of sleep. Go to sleep, now, to wake up nice and late tomorrow. No alarms this time. – Do something worthwhile. Start with what I need to get done, so I can enjoy the rest of the holday. – Not hurt myself. [..more..]