Just a mess
I’m still kind of a mess. But I think we all are. No one’s got it all together. I don’t think you ever do get it all together. Probably if you did manage to do it, you’d spontaneously combust. I think that’s a law of nature. If you ever manage to become perfect, you have [..more..]
Admiration
I used to waste my time looking at how other ppl live their lives. I later realized it was a waste of time it’s not about how I can match up with these ppl but how I choose to spend my time. I was certainly the guy who never got the girl…to this day. Before [..more..]
Where did she go?
Where did she go? The innocent girl with the bright blue eyes.. She didn’t know how it would be. She only wanted to grow up.. She’s a bit older now, that little girl. She doesn’t know where she went. She lost herself among her thoughts. Throwing her soul to the stars, while remaining on earth [..more..]
No one understands…
All my life people have came and gone, no one has stuck around to help me, love me, or even care. No matter what I do it always goes wrong, nothing ever works out. I’m in love with this girl but I have no chance, she’s dating someone plus shed never like a guy like [..more..]
14-05-12(18:00:46)
I still think about you, my first. I still think about how good you made me feel. How no one since you has been able to make me feel how YOU made me feel. No one has been as big either. I think I regret not sleeping with you that one time you paid for [..more..]
04-03-12(17:19:37)
I feel that i shouldn’t be alive. i want to die so bad but nobody understands. it isn’t a cry for help or for attention it’s just what i feel and want. i think life is pointless i mean why do i have to be alive i don’t enjoy it. i’m ugly and fat. I [..more..]
29-02-12(2:00:18)
I dont have many friends. Not cool, so not many friends. It sucks can’t disscuss with people during difficult concepts in school. No one to talk to about the new kid cudi albums. No one to laugh with, and smile with. Stuff like that it sucks
26-02-12(9:12:18)
I have a great body, and it sometimes makes me feel like a know-nothing jackass. I have never thought of killing myself or self-harming. I hardly gain a pound after eating a ton, and I can lose weight much easier than most people. I truly am completely content with how I look. But then I [..more..]
15-01-12(4:56:25)
its so hard to be happy… How can I be happy when everyone forgets about me. When I’m talking people talk over me. Or they don’t even remember telling me things or doing something with me. Am I that forgettable? Am I that invisible that no one knows me? No one sees me sad, depressed [..more..]
15-01-12(2:52:16)
its so hard to be happy… How can I be happy when everyone forgets about me. When I’m talking people talk over me. Or they don’t even remember telling me things or doing something with me. Am I that forgettable? Am I that invisible that no one knows me? No one sees me sad, depressed [..more..]