Starving to be Substantial
I’m not sure what else to say except that while I’m relatively healthy (minus the suicidal tendencies) for my frame, I feel hideous and grotesque. I haven’t eaten more than 500 calories for some time now. I don’t consider myself to be anorexic, particularly since I don’t have a lethal condition. My body needs to [..more..]
all alone
I’m too ugly to have friends. No one likes me they all think I’m fat and ugly and I know its true. I have never danced with a guy and I’m in highschool. I can’t take it. I feel like no one loves me and I have no one to talk to. I want to [..more..]
Dear You
You said you were in love with me. And I felt it. Everything we did together I was always happy and carefree. You took my virginity and I felt ok about it. I told you everything. About my past, about my dreams for the future. And then one day, I wake up, and you are [..more..]
Not Much
I’m not an artist. I’m not a genius. I’m not studious. I’m not funny. I have limitless potential, though…potential for things that I can’t even fathom. No one can, in fact, and it’s all because of society. What’s determined of who someone is can only be legitimized through society, anyway. I’m not a poet. I’m [..more..]
I can’t do it alone!
I don’t know what to do! I don’t HAVE to work with them, I know I shouldn’t either, they are unreliable and I would end up doing most of the work, but I just can’t do it on my own! No one else will help me, no one else is left! It’s either with them [..more..]
School Is Not Cool
I used to love school. But now… I don’t even want to think about it. Junior High was really hard to get through, and now High School is even worse. The teachers are strict, the other students are rude and judgmental, and you are going through a ton of stress with homework and tests. I [..more..]
K.A.W<3
I lost one of my good friends in a car accident two days ago. No one knows what caused her to crash. I drove by only minutes after the accident and the roads were not slippery as others have suspected. I still regret not stopping, i know i wouldve saw some things that may have [..more..]
Marriage and Love. What?
Please take note that these thoughts are religious and extremely unorthodox and radical. Some people might think I’m insane. Personally I find it extremely difficult to restrain myself when I hear of adultery, the worst kind of betrayal. I think hateful thoughts and get very angry and wonder if there’s any reason at all to [..more..]
feeling scared and alone….
I am 21 years old have been diagnosed with skin cancer for the second time, i have been avoiding the doctor because i knew, i am stage 3 and i just feel like i will never be normal its always something, 3 years ago i had to get kidney surgery because i have bad kidneys. [..more..]
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No one know me like you do..