how you feel
In 2008 I felt sad in 2012 I felt sadder in just 4 years I felt that my life is going over people don’t know how I fell they just care what they feel they talk and talk about how they felt when they passed away but when you say something they judge you what [..more..]
I Never Know
There is this guy who amazes me. He is sweet and funny and good looking. I work at a coffee shop. And every morning he comes in and talks to me. I mean, every single morning. We sit down and have a good chat, he is a young english teacher at a local high school [..more..]
School Literally Kills Me
I used to love school but now it is giving me so much stress. I am in the tenth grade. Sometimes I get so nervous that I throw up. I hate school for various reasons. Please listen, because I would love so help and advice. The first thing is waking up in the morning. I [..more..]
I Shouldn’t Be Scared of Him
A while ago, my sisters’ (now ex) boyfriend broke into our house at 4 in the morning and beat her up. I woke up to him yelling at 5, then he slammed the door and left. I was so scared and I was shaking uncontrollably. I was wondering why my dad wasn’t out there. I [..more..]
Homeschool, NOPE JUST KIDDING!! STRESS SCHOOL!
I had a meeting with my (cough*very useless*cough) guidance consoler this morning and my mom. I asked her about options for either homeschooling or taking just Pre-Calculus online/through private school/whatever so that I would have more time to learn the material, because math causes me lots of anxiety. She basically gave me no information. She [..more..]
Such sweet nothing
I can’t get over you. You’re just like that s***ty pop song that I heard in the radio that morning and I can’t get it out of my head. You keep on playing inside of me. First thought in the morning, last thought when I try to fall asleep. It scares me. I know that [..more..]
eh okayy.
well, I just got abandon by my so called, “best friend” I don’t know where to go tomorrow morning before school starts…..
I just want him back…
So my boyfriend of one year broke up with me on Tuesday morning. He had a lot of trouble telling me, but he said he wants me to be best friends with him until he can figure out if he still wants to be with me.. Yeah, he loves me.. like 2 months ago, I [..more..]
Done.
So since April I’ve been housebound. Completely stuck in my own home. Afraid to go out, and every time I did, I would panic and go right back. I got withdrawn from my school, I’m so far behind with my own life. And I have dreams. Dreams of going to New York when I’m 18 [..more..]
Love hurt’s!
It’s been little over 2 months since the cruise and I can’t seem to get you out of my head. And in these 2 months I have done mostly nothing else than beat myself up for rejecting you. I can’t sleep at night becouse I just think of what could have been if I only [..more..]