I want more in life
I want more in life not just money or love but happiness tire happiness, the kind of happiness when you wake up in the morning and “I love my life” the kind of happiness kids have on Christmas or their birthday, the kind of happiness that’s on TV if TV happiness really exist, but in [..more..]
Only if it Could be Simpler..
Relationships, career, love, rationality, feelings, equanimity.. tough things to blend with each other all at once, aren’t they? Each thing seems to be important enough in one’s life, though different things carry different weightage for different people. Which one should I let go of in order to keep the other one safe? As in, when [..more..]
Laughter
Laughter is just the sound of pure happiness and joy rushing out all at the same time.
That Perfect Moment Of Zen
I haven’t felt happiness in a long time…and I will admit that I miss the feeling. Ever since I was diagnosed with both severe depression and an EDNOS (eating disorder not otherwise specialized)life has been harder and more complicated than it has been in the past. This isn’t going to turn into a long ramble [..more..]
What happened to happiness?
Parents are suppose to give you unconditional love right? But when that unconditional love becomes very conditional, do you feel loved at all? No. You feel like you’re not good enough, you get scared. You are upset, and people tell you “it could be worse” well yes, it could but that doesn’t mean this doesn’t [..more..]
Why can’t I get over you?
I loved you so deeply. I never knew such happiness. You made me feel whole for the first time on my life. I felt wanted and valued, needed, I had never felt that way before. You walked out of my life when I needed you most as my friend not just my lover. No one [..more..]
I hate life!
I hate life!! I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT IT!!!! I CAN’T stand it!!!!!! I’m freaking tired of this life!!!!! Why do you have to go through something that feels like an eternity of hell, before you get 1 MINUTE of happiness!!! I wanna leave everyone and everything, i am sick of it!!!!
“…but we all wanted to grow up”
I look at all these thoughts everyone writes on this website & i have many thoughts while reading such as im not alone to wow this is very depressing . Then i think what if someone reads my thoughts and thinks ” this is depressing ” I don’t want to be the depressed girl anymore [..more..]
Alone.
I feel so apart from people. I look around and see the people around me laughing and talking with each of their friends. I am always surrounded by those people, unintentionally mocking me with their happiness and friendship while I stand alone, unseen and unwanted. If only I could be truly invisible, then I could [..more..]
All about love.
The first few months of liking you was incredible. We had the best memories in the world and I haven’t forgotten any of them. Now… it’s as if all those memories washed away. Like, we can’t even be together without people starting rumours. Don’t even get me started on your friends. I wish I could [..more..]