Parents are suppose to give you unconditional love right? But when that unconditional love becomes very conditional, do you feel loved at all? No. You feel like you’re not good enough, you get scared. You are upset, and people tell you “it could be worse” well yes, it could but that doesn’t mean this doesn’t hurt at all. why can’t i just find someone who does want to love me and make me happy? I feel like I can never do enough. Enough to get their appreciation. Why can’t I just be enough for someone?
You need to be good enough for yourself first. Before anyone can ever love you unconditionally, you have to accept yourself. I know that sounds hard, but it is the only way. Being confidant and doing the things that make you happy, will bring in people that want to be with you. Don’t worry about finding your soul mate just yet either. They will come along! It takes time! And all of these years of loneliness are here to make you truly discover yourself and dig deep about who you are. So then, when the right person comes along, you will be ready .xx