Posted by Anonymous on 2012/11/02 under Uncategorized The first few months of liking you was incredible. We had the best memories in the world and I haven’t forgotten any of them. Now… it’s as if all those memories washed away. Like, we can’t even be together without people starting rumours. Don’t even get me started on your friends. I wish I could talk to you like before. We still laugh and talk but, it’s just not the same. I know you don’t like me back, but my heart aches for you. I’m tired of waiting, I’m tired of being the stupid one just waiting for something that will never happen. I feel like I’ve lost somebody that wasn’t even mine. I know we didn’t text as much before but at least we texted, now it’s hardly… I wanna ignore you and see if you miss me like I miss you. I’m so sure you like the other girl still and you know how heartbreaking it is for me to sit next to her in classes without hating her? Do you realize how many times I’ve cried over songs or pictures because they remind me of you? How couldn’t you have noticed all those times I tried to flirt with you? Why can’t I be on your mind 24/7 like you are to me? I know I sound obsessive but… I’m not. I just like you so much and I care for you and your happiness. Like screw my happiness. You know what the worst part is? Dreaming about you all night and having to wake up realizing you’re not mine at all. It kills me that you don’t know that I feel this way but even if I tell you, things will change, dramatically. It’s just life. I remember all those times you gave me mixed signals, it’s still happening to this day! Can you please make up your mind and tell me how you feel about me in your most honest opinion? You know… when I’m with you, the world just gets better. My mood is better, I’m happy, I laugh, I smile, I’m me. I wanna feel like that every second of every day with you. That’s all I can say really. I like you alot. I hope one day you know it. <3