Why do I have to love you so much?
Every time I see you, I can’t help but smile a little bit. Every time you talk to me, just to ask what size skates I wear for the rental station, I feel special, as if I’m the only one you talk to. Why do you have to be so attractive? Of course, everybody else [..more..]
I just want to give up.
I am trapped. I am lost. I am holding my breath, because there is something lurking in the darkness of my mind. Medical school is eating all my time, my life, my soul. It becomes harder and harder to walk down the path, put one foot in front of the other. I am no one. [..more..]
Trying to Move On
Last week I witnessed a horrible car crash right in front of my eyes. People died, and there was so much tragedy. I am now afraid to drive and have not been in my car since the incident. I cannot un-see what I saw that day and it will forever haunt me. How can I [..more..]
what a beech
This girl thinks she’s way better than everyone else. She uses too much sarcasm. She makes fun of me and leaves me embarrassed in front of our team. Somebody needs to give her a taste of her own medicine. Honestly I don’t know why everyone agrees with her on everything. This is mean to say [..more..]
Knowing “me”
Every person who has been with me for one year thinks they know the “real” me. The thing is friends that have known me for 11 years don’t actually know the “real” me. For so many years, I’ve been putting on a fake front which is also known as a fake personality, a fake person. [..more..]
family fighting
I’m currently sitting in my room on the 3rd floor of my house and I can hear my mom screaming and yelling at my dad in the basement and she’s swearing in front of my 6 year old brother is who is crying. My dad is yelling too and im so f***ing sick of it. [..more..]
my day
Dear Diary, i don’t know what has gotten into my family and I. My mom are in a fight 24/7. and who needs to celebrate my birthday!so my mom yelled at me and said she will knock my a** out.but now i just secretly threw out my invatations.but she said if i talk 2 her [..more..]
Family Outcast
I can’t handle being in my family anymore! it’s becoming way to stressful and it just keeps getting worse as I get older. When I was young I was like the princess of the house, always making jokes and making everyone smile and now I can’t even talk to my Mam or Dad without fighting [..more..]
14-06-12(15:44:37)
I’m afraid he will love her more and I’ll be left behind. He already considers her a best friend. I was considered a best friend, now I am not. I’m sorry I cannot be like her. I wish I could talk more, but I don’t know what to say, I always take care of what [..more..]
19-05-12(3:27:59)
Why do you contradict yourself? First Point. A while ago you would always text me during your lunch period. Small conversations. The past month or so, you’ve been barely texting me during lunch. Why? Its LUNCH. What’ stopping you from texting me during your free period? I asked why, and you said its ‘rude to [..more..]