I hate but love him
My boyfriend did this to himself. I was faithful I might not have been ready mentally but I was. But every day getting accused having fights like I was really cheating. So then I started going back to the olde and started secretly flirting with guys. But knowing I could never meet up with a [..more..]
problems of love
ive come to like this boy ALOT but in the past there was a huge fight said things to eachother that we didnt mean before the fight everything was just perfect ! but i dont get is if i liked him so much and he liked me so much why didnt he ask me out [..more..]
Just a thought!
Its like your my mr. wrong and Im addicted to you, not just you but your smile, your laugh, the warmth of your hugs your kiss, and the look in your eyes. You always say you want to know what im thinking and although I say nothing it’s really just you! and how much I [..more..]
I miss you
As sit here in tears, battling my fears. A never ending fight, Since you’ve bin gone nothing feels right. i try stay strong, but never had a fight last this long. Trying to ignore it, like everything eles i store it. nothing feels the same, bag after bag, bottle after bottle, still the pain, remains.. [..more..]
Mr. Indecisive
Well not only am I in love with my best friend, I’m in love with the most indecisive person I have ever met. I love him…and I hate him. Hes the sweetest guy ever..hes the biggest jerk ever. There are no words to describe how this guy makes me feel. Well we met the first [..more..]
Better off without me
I’ve tried writing my thought s on paper but it hasn’t exactly helped. I did feel a bit better. I’ve had depression for as long as I can remember and low self esteem even longer. I’ve travelled across Australia to be at my boyfriends best friends wedding. My bf is the best man and I [..more..]
my day
Dear Diary, i don’t know what has gotten into my family and I. My mom are in a fight 24/7. and who needs to celebrate my birthday!so my mom yelled at me and said she will knock my a** out.but now i just secretly threw out my invatations.but she said if i talk 2 her [..more..]
Fighting
Why do we fight? We do we take the little time we have in our lives to fight? Fighting is not love. But it can be found by two people in love. God knows why we fight. I just wonder. I guess if we didn’t fight we’d never get through so much. We’d never have [..more..]
Tying me down
Don’t get me wrong, I love my family. If anything happened any of them I would be distraught. However, I just cannot flipping stand them sometimes. Not “them” collectively. Just different ones at different times. I can just sense when my mother or father are looking for a dig or fight. And the worst thing, [..more..]
No One Cares
My sister doesn’t care about me anymore. We used to be so close, and then she got a boyfriend. He is the worst person in the world. He called me a joke and said i deserve for him to be mad at me when me and my sister were in a fight. Siblings fight, but [..more..]