Only in a Dream
I question my faith as I look up above, reaching with outstretched arms expecting another shove. I’m losing all my care from losing all I loved and no amount of time can heal the hurt that has been done.I remember now the way she use to look at me and the pain in her eyes [..more..]
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I feel f***ing lost. Like a kid in a playground trying to fit in with everyone else even after knowing how much of a douche bag the other kids are. Idk wtf to write to be honest but f*** it right. One thing im done with though is religion. How the f*** does religion even [..more..]
I think I’m falling…
We went to school for years and weren’t exactly friends. We ran with different crowds. We never had any problems or quarrels, we just weren’t close. It’s now many years later and we are getting to know each other a little better. I feel like we have a lot in common, one being our faith, [..more..]
High School
Hao was there when i was getting over Prat. Prat was his friend but yeah he just help me get through the broken heart.Soon, i fell for Hao. He is a nice guy…loving him is the rightest thing i have ever done. One day, he confessed to me. And, that’s how the story between us [..more..]
Grief
I wish I could believe in the afterlife. I wish I could believe the soul left the body upon death and ascended into some beautiful realm. I wish more than anything that I had faith. I have no faith. Now I will never be sure. My anamchara died, my best friend, my sworn soul mate. [..more..]
friends
why do friends leave you in the cold? so cold enough to freeze your heart and cause you pain.. that will never know, but this i do, never lose faith in yourself and stay strong when no one seems to care.
Take things easy
I am going to be a better person. Happy and cheerful. Life has its obstacles but that won’t deter me. Friends are just friends and they will do what they can. I feel lost sometimes but with faith in God and myself, the world will light up my path. Nobody can say I am useless [..more..]
Why am i like this?
i’m so sick of myself>..< cuz i just know a little bit of everything , but i'll try my best to fade those feelings away and have faith in myself! i don't know i'm just so depressed but i'll try!
LAZRA
I met a new girl that i love alot … and i think i deserve her … i have had depression since 8 years…now i am coming out of it … but i have erection problems because of depression…so i can’t talk to her right now…i am afraid by the time i get out she [..more..]
loser
i lost my faith in this life but let us face it our lives are miserable laborious and short