Hurt
I was hurt and betrayed so many times, that those memories still haunt me. I’m afraid my past may come up in my present life and i will have to forgo everything good that i have in life and I might have to re-live the hurt and pain. That will hurt a lot of people. [..more..]
03-06-12(13:45:23)
Have anyone out there felt like expressing something, creating something or inspire someone? I have. I love to write, and I love to be creative and use them both to make something inspiring, something up-lifting in hope of giving someone their faith back. Lately I have been thinking about writing a book, but I don´t [..more..]
07-04-12(5:37:56)
i feel so alone. i’m not, really, but i feel like it. i’m not motivated to do much. i’m a rather large person. some people really enjoy my company. but i can be unpleasant, at times. i’m somewhat needy. i’m a jealous person. i’m in love with my best friend, and i know she’ll never [..more..]
27-03-12(2:20:10)
Live life” we are so often told, at times I wish to is if theres a manuel somewhere hidden. other times I see just other bodies wondering this earth as I am,with no direction. When I thought the storm is over finally I get a rainbow, all come crumpling down, one thing that has not [..more..]
18-02-12(6:00:03)
looking at the night sky makes me think on how far it is, and how far my dreams are. I never losehope and keep walking this path to see where it leads me, but at times i need to stop and sit and ponder onwhat it is i really am doing, ever plan I had [..more..]
01-02-12(2:28:38)
Everytime i would try talking to him, i would be blown off and told to go look for help from our Creator.. He did it with the best intentions never realizing the problem needed to be solved between us.. I chose to set everything aside and have faith we would work out. I let my [..more..]
17-01-12(0:24:35)
Trust life. That’s my new believe. It’s been said a thousand times that things always happen for a reason, but the hard part is wanting to know what that reason is. I now think that all there’s left to do is trust life, as simple and as hard as that. Doubts and fears can consume [..more..]
31-12-11(7:04:45)
There is a saying. Be nice to those and those will be nice to you. And also Do good things and good things will happen to you. Im starting to doubt my faith in humanity. After all I have been giving out to the universe, I am receiving nothing back. And If I am, its [..more..]
14-09-11(10:39:23)
There we are, holding on again I never thought i would do it again There we are taking the same road again its the road where we are living dancing on the smiles dancing on the smiles its the pattern you never wished for endless pain holding on again again so set me free leave [..more..]
11-09-11(7:43:55)
Write your thoughts/feelings here…How am I supposed to put my feelings away. What are my feelings? I really don’t even know anymore. So lost and afraid. Do I love him or him? Maybe I have fallen out of love with both and am just around for my own security. Is love even real? What if [..more..]