im lost
I feel so despret. tonights going to be another night aalone with my babies my babies daddy has to work really late again tonight.nsometimes i think he just says he has to work late again so he doesnt have to come home to me and the babies and he cann hang out with his friends [..more..]
Regret to marry him…..help me!!!
i married him after we couple for 6 month because i get pregnant…now i had a 7 month old children a cute baby girl…now he show himself more because when he did wrong he need me to apologize since my mother in law love his son so much when her son did wrong she oso [..more..]
once upon a time
once upon a time i truely believed i would be happy one day and that things would get better. now I am at the point where i dont know what to do with my life, at all. expecially my relationship. i love this idiot more than anything and i get nothing in return. he doesnt [..more..]
Lies </3
All he does is lie and lie. i Wanted to be together for a long time i wanted him to be my forever, but its like it doesnt even make a diffrence to him. I had to let him go bc all he did was lie and cheat but i still miss him… Why did [..more..]
reaching out
I have tried reaching out so many times, to my mom, my friends, anyone who would listen. Everyone I’ve ever tried to get help from has put it off as me just trying to get attention, so i hide. I know im getting worse because everyday is becoming a struggle, I feel like im homesick [..more..]
13-06-12(14:59:32)
Im so disappointed with my life right now. my grades suck.i mean they arent bad at all but i had high expectations from myself and now im disappointed. i dont know what to with my life. i dont know what im gonna do next year after finishing school. i havent decided anything yet. i want [..more..]
06-06-12(23:33:49)
i feel like im being judged by people everyone see’s me as that girl that knows everything and no i dont have glasses or anything im just a normal girl that knows things. People see me as a girl that doesnt feel pain and makes everything a joke. And im grateful to everything i have [..more..]
05-06-12(4:40:08)
Write your thoughts/feelings here… okay! i have the perfect mother f***ing girlfriend, but she doesnt talk to me. i start the f***ing conversation, and she answers with one word. we’ve been dating for 6 months! what the f*** is going wrong? she says she loves me and s***, but she doesnt show it in action! [..more..]
03-06-12(6:42:07)
i was there, when you were in pieces. i stayed up until 3 on some nights, listening to you die over him. i’m supposed to be your best friend, but you don’t even listen to me. you won’t even let me read you a f***ing paragraph. i can’t even say one negative thing, cause then [..more..]
13-05-12(19:42:54)
I Hate Science!!!!! my teacher is a fricken b****! she knows i hate science and her! one day i forgot to do my homework and i barley forget to do my homework in that class(i hate getting yelled at so i try to do it everyday) she was being a b**** to me and yelling! [..more..]